a love message

Chapter 7

He hesitatd  for some time and i thought,i hoped its not gonna take as much time as it did before,i felt my heart shrinking by the seconds and i couldnt take it anymore .

uknown number : you can keep the phone if ya want, in one tiny condition. I want you to talk to me,now and for the next three years. I want you to think about me and only about me. i want you to  worry  when the war will begin and stay with your hand on your crazy plus when you wont know how am i doing and where am i ,could you do that for me?

My heart is racing like crazy again,my fingers are sweaty and trumbeling against the metal of the phone and my blood is rushing like i just got off a roler coaster. he wants me,i mean,my company but..me.i passed the test (if there was ever a test).i wont be lonely anymore.at least not for the next three years,this time i wrote as fast as i could but i wished it could've been even faster.

Taylor tibatti:ok.fine.i wiil be your friend and i will worry about you and i will think about you and i will have trouble sleeping at night because of you but i also have one condition.

Now im smiling cause i know it will make him mad.

Uknown number:well what is it???

wow,three question mark..he really dose want me here to stay..

Taylor tibatti:no pictuers.i dont wanna know how you look like and most definitely i dont want you to see how i look like.

I know its wierd,but right now this is the right thing to do. i dont even know him,who knows if he truly a raper or some really bored guy who's gonna ditch me any moment now..?

Uknown number:so i was right before,your'e really are ugly and your'e so ashamed of it that you locked yourself in a tower like rapunzel.

Taylor tibatti: ha ha ha,your'e so funny i cant take it anymore.

Uknown number:i was just kidding,i totally get what you mean,its better that we will really get to know each other first,but just so you know,i look really hot in uniforms so your'e really missing out .

Taylor tibatti:boo hoo i dont know how im goona live from now on knowing that i midssed such a sight.

Uknown number:ouch

Taylor tibatti: you're welocme.

Uknown number:so its decided? you're mine? 

i mean,sorry, it went out wrong,but do we have a deal?

my face heated and i bit my upper lip so hard it was about to bleed,but i do answer quite fast.

Taylor tibatti: umm..yeah i guess but can you please tell me your name? its a bit hard to be referring you as "the unknown number guy"

something got to make all of this redness disappear before dad will come in to find a liquid on the floor that used to be his only dear daughter.

Uknown number:umm..how do you wanna call me?

Taylor tibatti: excuse me?? is this kind of a perve question? because if it is, i swear..

Uknown number: what?? no! no! omg no! i know its sounds weird but i dont have a real name.the foster house gave me one but i dont like it.i never did.it always reminds me that im alone and im just part of a really big group of people who will never have home to belong to. but now im i have a chance to have a fresh start and have a life of my own and with this new..relationship of us..i feel like i need a change.a big one actually,so..will you do me the honor of picking me a new name?

I think about it for a while.indeed its strange but i can see where he's coming from.i will do anything to have a fresh start in a new place with a totally diferrent kind of life. i look everywhere for inspiration untill my gaze catches the book shelf.one of my favirote book's hero,called ethan,he saved the love of his life from the great dragon and then married her just to leave her all alone in the world the next day when he died by the dragon himself,but at least their love never died..,so romantic..

Taylor tibatti:umm..will ethan be good? i acnt see your face and tell if its matches so ..whatever you think is right for you..

Im really worried about his respond,but to my surprise,it dosnt take long.

Ethan:awesome! i love it! im totally ethan! 

I try to imagine his face in this awful fog in my head,he's smiling,for real.

Ethan:shit! the commander is here,iv'e got to go but i will talk to you as soon as i can.thanks for the name,truly.

Taylor tibatti:its nothing,just keep safe ok?

Ethan:i promise,bye rapunzel.

Taylor tibatti:yeah,bye

I put my left arm out so hope can clumb,and then i take her back to her cage exactly when dad was shouting for me to come eat dinner with him. i almost jumped my way down and couldnt resist smiling like an idiot,when dad so me he asummed i was really happy about hope,which partly was'nt a lie.i didnt dare telling him about ethan,he will never approve that.

" i can see you like your new pet" he's chuckling while shoving a big slice of bread to his mouth.

"this is a good enough reason to enjoy some yummy fruit cake"! said fay and came to the table carrying a big tray with a heavenly smelling cake. it was amazing! the sweet taste melting in my mouth and i wash down with some refreshing carrot juice.i was waliking on clouds.ethan made me feel butterflies in my tummy and keep on a stupid smile on my face. i took another piece from the cake and sigh.life's going to be different from now on,i can feel it.