a love message

Chapter 9

Why did i even thought that he cared about me at all when its obvious that- my thoughts were interrupted when i heard the familiar bip. And then another one and then another one. I looked over to the phone surprised and almost jumped out off my skin to pick him up and check ethan's messages,but at the last minute my huge pride took over me. I remembered how he made me feel like a baby longing for a lollipop and i wasnt gonna give up to him so fast.

I waited ten minuets.ten whole minutes that to me felt like an enough time for fay and frank to get married and have ten children.all this time i feel like my blood rushing in my vines and into my head and i feel dizzy and i cannot take it anymore and i attack the phone with excitment and press on the messages app.

Ethan:Rapunzel?

Rapunzel,where are you ??

Damn it!! Rapunzel!

My heart's racing like crazy! I hated it that this nick name he picked out for me,made me flushed like that.its supposed to be offensive and not flattering but stil...its mine from him.i respond with my heart in my throat.

Taylot tibatti:ethan?

The respond came so fast,i barley managged to take another breath.

Ethan: Rapunzel?!

Im so sorry you! You must have waited long for me to send a message,at least i know i did.i was thinking of you the whole night,turning from side to side,waiting to have my hands on the phone again,but the commander took our phones to make sure we rest well before our training the day after so..that's why it took me time to write.are you mad?

New tears replaced the old drying once but this time i didn't know how to describe them.he was thinking about me.me.the whole night.i didn't know i had the power to influence someone this way.to influence at all.

Ethan: Rapunzel.

Are you there? Did i say (write) too much?

Taylor tibatti:I'm here I'm just..adjusting i guess..

I wasn't lying

Ethan:can i be honest?

My heart dose a little flip again.

Taylor tibatti: umm sure.

What in the name of-

Ethan:i have trust issues.many people came and left in my life,too many of them actually,so i learned to close my heart to people,not to get too attached,so what i want to know is,can i trust you? Dose this relationship based on real trust and commitment? I don't care if you're a monster or a prisoner in the prison of Scotland that's some how managed to get a cell phone,just..be..here..or..there..i don't know, just be.

I put my hand over my heart just to make sure he's still working.barely.

Ethan: I'm sorry,i didn't mean to scare you.I'm sorry I'm that straight forward,i just managed to steal my phone from my commander's room and I'm gonna be punished for sure,so i want to make sure i didn't do that for bloody nothing. Don't make me feel like an idiot.

Taylor tibatti:you're not an idiot,you actually kind of reminding me of myself. Im really lonely here in the big tower and... I really couldn't wait...to talk to you again..

My cheeks are on fire,you can cook eggs on them right now.i cant believe i actually wrote it . I was barely admitting these feelings to myself,and now he knows it as well.what the hell is he going to think about mr right now?..

Ethan: im happy to hear (read) it.

Taylor tibatti:it doesn't make you want to laugh at me?

I wonder.