billie eilish imagines (girl x girl)

egotistic ♡

"난 너의 위성 네 주윌 맴돌지
그렇다고 네가 태양은 아니니"
(i'm your satellite, revolving around
you, but that doesn't mean
that you're my sun.)
☆彡

It's been awhile since me and my girlfriend, Billie, have been able to just have time to ourselves. Im not trying to sound selfish, but she rarely makes time for me anymore. I know her career gets in the way a lot, but it doesn't mean she has to ignore me completely.

넌 네 생각만 하지 그래
뭐 그게 참 당연한 듯이
(you only think of yourself, as
if it's so natural.)

"Y/N! We finally have a free day together, wanna go to the mall?" Billie asks, happily.

"Sure." You say, smiling. 

The two of you drove down the mall, and she told you all about last nights show. She told you about all the amazing fans, and some new singers and rappers she met. She's always talking about this rapper, named Sam. You were happy that she had close friends, but she talked about him as if she was his girlfriend.

When we got to the mall, the first store Billie went into was Louis Vuitton, obviously. She picked out a nice sweater from there, and you picked out a bag. You were about to pay, before Billie paid for you.

"Baby, no. I'll pay." She says, kissing your cheek.

You smile, and thank her. Sure, anybody else would be crying from happiness right now, but you were used to it to be honest. Yes, it was nice to have expensive things, but you would much rather have Billie. Sometimes it felt like she was trying to buy your love.

너의 태도가 이해 안 돼
이젠 조금씩 지쳐 가네
(I don't understand your attitude.)

You were sitting down at a fancy restaurant for lunch now, and taking to Billie.

"I love you, Y/N. You know that?" She says, kissing you softly.

You giggle, "Baby, I love you too."

She was about to say something when her phone rang, and she took it out to answer.

"Sorry, Y/N. It's Sam, I gotta answer love." She says, smiling.

I mean you would understand if it was her brother, her family, or maybe her best friend, but Sam? Did you mean nothing anymore? Was she cheating? So many questions were in your head, before Billie got up.

"Fuck- Y/N. I am so sorry, but Sam wants to chill, and I want to chill out instead of being at the mall." She says, looking at you.

할 말이 없어 go away
설명이 더 필요해
(I have nothing to say, go away.
What more can I even say?)

"Oh, um.." You mumble, not knowing what to say at this point.

She just looks at you with a blank stare, expecting you to be okay with all of this. You were very fed up at this point, and ready to storm out of here too.

너의 품에서 벗어날래
내 멋대로 살아갈래
(I want to escape from your arms,
and I want to live my way.)