billie eilish imagines (girl x girl)

fake smile ♡

[thank u next mini imagine series]

"fuck a fake smile."
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If i'm being honest, I don't think you could even force another smile out of yourself. You were faking emotions, happiness, and smiles left and right. Everything was going downhill for you, and you just wouldn't be able to keep smiling for much longer.

The cameras constantly flashing at you, all the rumors and the news outlets. All the shit they wrote about you, all the fans but all the haters, all the love but all the hate. This lifestyle was crazy. Sometimes you could barely keep up, and sometimes you lose yourself in it.

You were currently in the midst of an interview, and you could were just barely keeping your cool.

"So, you and Billie recently broke it off. How's it been going after that? Are you dating?" The interviewer asks, and you smile at him.

"Absolutely not. Why would I? I love her still, fuck other girls! I want her." Is what you wanted to say, but you said, "No, not at the moment. Maybe through, hit my line i'm like, bored now." You joke.

The interview smiles, and the shitty interview ended fairly quickly and nobody suspected you were sad.

"How do you do it? How do you hold yourself up at a time like this? How do you do it alone?" Your best friend, Bethany, asks you.

"It's hard, but after what i've been through, I think faking a smile is the easiest thing I can do. It becomes an easy and unbreakable habit after doin it for so long." You say, and let the tears finally slip out.

Bethany came over to hug you, and you cried into her shoulder.

"Fuck Billie for leaving me for him, and fuck a fake smile."

"fake smile"
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this one is bad and weird lmao sorry these mini imagines are hella fun to write because this is how i get my inspiration for other books. writing samples ! would y'all ever want me to write a full on book based on one of these imagines or????