begging ♡

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"say you're going to stay forever
baby, this is all I want."
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You sat down on the velvety couch, wondering what happened to you and Billie. The last time you even saw her was weeks ago, 3 to be exact.

"You look sad." Your friend, Luna said.

"I am sad, Luna." You whined, and she sat down beside you.

"Y/N, just call her, or text her. Maybe go over and talk to her in person if you're up for that." Luna says, hugging you.

"This is really taking a toll on me. I can barely focus on my work, and i've been lashing out at everyone." You say, sighing.

"Yeah, I know," Luna says, "but that doesn't mean it's too late. You know how much you mean to her, and doesn't she mean a lot to you?"

"I guess, but it's been hurting me. She's blaming me, as per usual." You say, rolling your eyes.

"Just let her have her...moment." Luna says, giggling.

You just smiled, and went on instagram. Billie posted on her story, a black screen with the caption 'she's so egotistic.' You stared in shock, and scoffed.

"This is ridiculous." You say to Luna.

"What is?" She asks.

"Look at Billies story. What a problematic little brat." You snarled.

"Watch yourself, Y/N. Just chill, we all know she's wrong, but like i said; let her have her moment!" Luna says, laughing.

"Fine, fine. Whatever." You say say, turning off your phone.

"You wanna go shopping?" Luna asks, happily.

"Yeah, I need to get out the house. Call an uber." You say, and Luna nods.

You guys got to the mall, and Luna wanted to go into some stores. You guys spent some time shopping, and you found a cute outfit.

"You have to change into that right now, Y/N! You'd look so hot, like, really hot." She says, giggling.

"Fine, i'll be back." You say, as you went and changed in the changing room.

"What do you think?" You say, blowing a kiss.

"Okay, you're literally a fucking queen in that

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"Okay, you're literally a fucking queen in that." Luna says.

"I'll buy it, and then we can head home. You wanna go out for dinner today or nah?" You ask, smiling.

"Ugh, yes. Let's just go have fun today, hit the club or something." She suggests.

"Maybe." You say, going back to change.

You ended up buying the outfit, and you loved how you looked in it. When you and Luna got home, you did your makeup. You did a dramatic look, with full lashes. You put on your outfit and headed out for dinner.

When you and Luna got there, everyone was staring at you two. Maybe it was because you looked so good, or maybe it wasn't. Who knows, but you received many compliments.

"What can I get you to drink?" The waiter asked, smirking.

"Champagne, please." You say, and Luna agrees.

"Anything for you gorgeous girls." The waiter flirts, and you just smile.

"Thanks." You say, because you had a girlfriend, and you weren't going to just flirt with some waiter, but he didn't get the hint.

"Can I take you out sometime? Or maybe get your number?" He asks, smirking again.

You were about to decline, but someone already beat you to it.

"She's taken."

You looked behind you, to find Billie there with her friends, looking pissed at the waiter.

"Sorry." He says, sheepishly.

"What the hell are you doing here with a date, Y/N?" Billie asks, angrily.

Her friends looked at you disapprovingly, and you already felt bad, but Luna wasn't your date! She was your friend.

"We're friends, Billie. Don't do this right now." You say, looking away.

"I can do what I want, Y/N. I knew we were fighting, but I didn't think you would cheat on me." She says, accusing you of cheating when you didn't.

"Excuse me, Billie. We'll be leaving now." You say, grabbing your purse and standing up to leave.

"Oh, so you are cheating?" One of Billies friends yelled at you, causing people to look over, and recognize the two of you. You were quite the famous couple, and people got their phones out to take pictures and record this.

"I didn't, and I said i'm leaving." You say, softly.

"Don't lie." Billie says.

"I'm done with you, Billie," You snap, "if you don't trust me, don't even stay with me."

"No, Y/N! I didn't mean it like that, you know." She says, in a calmer tone.

"Then what did you mean, Billie Eilish?" You ask, in a low voice.

"I meant that I can't see myself without you. I mean that I can't be without you. I mean that I love you so much, and I knew I was wrong but I couldn't bring myself to face that. I feel so bad and I am so sorry, Y/N. You're the love of my life! I cant lose you like this." She cries.

You weren't expecting her to stand there and yell at you, but you definitely did not expect her to go all poetic on you.

People in the restaurant started saying things like 'aww' and 'yes! #Y/NandBillie!' While recording on their phones.

"Billie, thank you. I love you too." You say.

She smiled, and hugged you, giving you a big kiss.

"I truly mean it, Y/N. I don't know how i'd even live with myself if I lost you. I love you." She says, making you tear up.

"Wanna go home?" You ask, and she nods.

"Sorry to cut this short, Luna." You apologize, but she just smiled.

"No, Y/N. Don't worry, it's all good. You deserve to be happy." She says, winking at you.

You giggle and held Billies hand walking out the restaurant, where it started to rain on you two.

"How cliche." You giggle, and Billie holds you tighter to her chest, and kissed you, under the rain.

You kissed back, the rain pouring on you, and the dim street lights glowing on your skin. You were always begging for each other.

"begging."
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