billie eilish imagines (girl x girl)

Never call me ♡

"Why can't you tell the
fucking truth, now?"
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Why did you do it? Nobody knows, because really, you didn't either. Okay, maybe you did know, but you didn't want to tell anybody.

You fell in love with her, but she didn't fall in love with you. She fell in love with the thought of having you, but not actually you. Does that make sense? Probably not, but keep listening.

She, Billie Eilish, was known for chasing thrills. Running around and fucking around with everyone's heart. She never called anybody back, except you.

You were looking for someone, and you fell in love so easily. Everyone was either too bad or good for you, and you couldn't seem to find anybody. Until you met Billie.

"Hey Y/N." Billie says, sitting down on the couch beside you.

Hickeys all over her neck, and she expected you to not even take a glance at them. Lipstick stains on her bra, and she still didn't think you would notice.

You knew from the day you met her she was going to crash and burn along with your relationship. I mean, she had that effect on everyone though.

You would understand that it was unhealthy and bad, but it felt like a magnetic force was pulling the two of you together, no matter how hard it was to pull away.

"Hey, baby?" Billie asks, tapping you softly.

"Oh, uh, yes?" You reply, snapping out of thought.

She looked at you, and smiled giving you a kiss. You went with it, and ending up making out for a while, actually.

It felt wrong, but this time it almost felt right. You loved her still, but you couldn't bring yourself to leave her.

"Mm, fuck babygirl, you really good at this shit." Billie says, panting.

"I doubt you mean that." You say softly.

Billie looks confused, "What do you mean, Y/N?" She asks.

"Nothing, really." You say, getting off her and sighing.

You got up, ignoring Billie calling your name, and went to the room you and Billie shared.

She was such a liar, and she knew it too. You knew it, Billie knew, everyone knew.

You went to your big window in the bedroom, and opened it. You stared at the beautiful night sky, and thought to yourself until Billie came into the room.

"Babygirl, what the fuck?" She says, slightly mad.

"Billie," You whisper, knowing what was coming next, "I know."

"Know what?" She asks, huffing.

You were going to leave her, but you couldn't even feel the tears in your eyes. Well, that's because there were no tears in your eyes, you had no tears left to cry. She played you so much, you were so used to be being hurt.

"I know how often you cheat, how often you leave, and how often you betray my trust." You whisper, softly.

She didn't even try to deny it anyways, "Y/N, you know I didn't mean it. You're the best i've had, why you think I always stay with you?" She says, angrily.

"You don't love me." You start yelling.

"Of course I love you, what the fuck?!" She yells back.

"You knew ALL along that I wasn't the one for you." You say, finally feeling the tears rush down your cheeks.

"I love you, I swear." She says, kissing you softly, "So..." She trails off trying to seduce you but you push her off.

"So, let's stop pretending like we were in love. We never shared anything but the drugs. We were both numb, never had anything real between us." You say, pouring your heart out.

Needless to say, Billie gave up too easily. She left that night, and told you to never call her back, because she never wanted you anyways.

"Have fun, Y/N, because I was the best thing you ever had." She snarls, as she storms out the front door.

She looks back, and you tell her, "You should've just told the fucking truth." And shut the door.

Then, you woke up. Panting, and sweating heavily.

It was just my imagination in a dream..!

Thank god, you never wanted that to happen ever.

"Baby, you good?" You hear Billie ask, as she was awake in bed beside you.

"Fuck, I had a dream that you cheated and stuff." You say, sadly.

"Oh baby," Billie smiles softly kissing you, "I would never do that to you. You know how much I love you."

"I love you too." You say, happily to your girlfriend.

"Go back to bed." She says, kissing your forehead gently.

You went back to sleep, and Billie checked her phone.

1 missed text from: Babygirl x

Did she find out about me yet?
Received: 2:44 AM.

Billie smirked to herself, and looked back at Y/N. Y/N was right, in her dream, but Billie was going to make sure that she would never find out.

.....

"Never call me."
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HEY GUYS! SORRY I HAVENT UPDATED IN SO LONG, IVE BEEN SO BUSY! Thank you so much for all the support and patience. Love you all!