One Direction's Daughter

Chapter 9

~Savannah's POV~

After we pulled away from the hug, I gathered up my notebook.

"I'm just going to put this in my room," I said. They all nodded, and I went to my room, putting it in my guitar case. I saw my razor, sitting there, making me want to take it. I shuddered at the thought of cutting again. I was trying to stop.

I picked it up and looked around. Where could I put it so I couldn't cut ever again? I spotted my window, and I smiled.

I walked over to it and opened it, letting the wind hit my face. I closed my eyes and smiled before I stepped out onto the roof and looked across our backyard. It was beautiful.

I looked down at my razor before looking up again. I took a few steps before I threw the razor hard, sending it over our back fence into a field. I closed my eyes and waited a couple minutes until I heard it land. I opened my eyes and just saw the grass, no razor.

I stood there for a moment before I turned to go back inside. I saw Zayn standing there, watching me.

"Hey, Zayn," I said quietly, walking back over to the window.

"What were you doing?" he asked, his eyebrows pulled together in wonder.

"I was just throwing my razor," I said. "Closed my eyes so I didn't see where it landed." He smiled sadly at me. "It's alright. From now on, there's no way I'm letting anyone get to me. It's my life. I'm living it how I want with the people I love, no matter what anyone says." He had a tear fall down his cheek, so I hugged him tightly.

"Let's go back down to everyone," he said. I nodded and followed him downstairs to where the other boys were sitting.

I sat down on the couch and looked at everyone.

"Can we watch a movie?" I asked. Eleanor lit up like a light.

"Oh my god, we should watch Pitch Perfect!" Eleanor squealed. The girls agreed with her as I looked at her with an eyebrow raised. The boys rolled their eyes and chuckled.

"What's that?" I asked. The girls' eyes went wide.

"You don't know what Pitch Perfect is?" Danielle asked, shocked.

"Nope," I said.

"Ok, you HAVE to watch it!" Perrie said. "Boys, do you own it?"

"No," they said.

"What is wrong with you?" she asked. "I'm going to run and get it from my house!" She ran out the door, and I chuckled as I shook my head.

"I'm just going to hang in my room," I said. They nodded, and I went up to my room. I realized my laptop was still on, so I went back on Twitter. I saw I had more interactions, and lots more hate was on there. I took a deep breath and scrolled through them.

My eyes caught sight of a tweet that wasn't hate.

Jissabelle143: @SavSav_Payne don't listen to those haters. They aren't worth your time. Just believe in yourself and everything will be alright

I retweeted it and tweeted it back.

SavSav_Payne: @Jissabelle143 thanks (: it's gonna be hard, I know that. But a tweet like this just brightens my day and makes me want to ignore them

I logged out and shut my laptop down, putting it away. I got up, put my phone in my pocket and walked downstairs to see nobody in the house. I looked around and saw a note on the table.

Savannah,

Sorry to disappear on you, love. Paul called and told us we had an interview. Danielle had to go to dance, Eleanor had work, and on her way to her house Perrie got a call saying she had practice. She said sorry she couldn't show you Pitch Perfect. We'll see you after the interview