girl next door// seaycee

skool is 4 lewsers

kaycee:

i let my brush run through my hair, now straight and long. i put on the slightest bit of mascara and ran to my closet. i pawed through my closet at least 20 times before finding a plain maroon tee and light colored jeans. i looked awful, i was going to look like an idiot compared to everyone else. i rolled my eyes and shut my closet doors and ran down the stairs. i slipped on my white vans and walked into the kitchen. i still had 10 minutes before i had to start walking to school. i sat down in a chair by the table, and automatically my leg began shaking up and down. i  bit the skin around my nails and breathed heavily. being nervous was an understatement. i was terrified, i would honestly love to be doing something totally different then go to school, like go through 2016 again.

my thoughts were interrupted my a knock on my door, i got up and jogged to the door. to my surprise i opened up to sean, standing there with his cute little grin.

"hey!" he said.

"hi." i said, sighing. i motioned him to come into my house, and i closed the door behind him. i looked down at my watch to check the time. 2 minutes had passed. wow, great. i looked up at sean and smiled.

"nervous?" he asked.

"i'm terrified. do i look okay?" i asked, cracking my knuckles. 

"you look gorgeous." sean said. i slightly blushed and looked down at the floor, embarrassed. i walked past him and grabbed my bag and my pink lanyard. 

"you ready?" he asked. i nodded my head and we both began walking to the school.

the high school came into my view and full panic mode set in. i stopped and stood there, my chest burning. sean noticed that i stopped and stood next to me. 

"hey are you okay?" he asked, putting a hand on my shoulder. i felt the slightest tingle run through my body, but it was ignored my the blood rushing through my veins.

"no," i said dryly. 

"sorry, i'm just nervous. what if everyone thinks i'm an idiot. i look like one don't i?" i said rambling on.

"kaycee! you look wonderful and no one is going to hate you because you are an amazing person, okay? so just follow me and you'll be okay." i nodded my head and took a deep breath in. 

here we go.