girl next door// seaycee

green dress

there she was. in the most beautiful green dress i've ever seen. kaycee rice, the most beautiful girl i've ever seen. she could be wearing sweatpants and an old t-shirt and i would still fall deeper in love with her. i loved kaycee rice. 

i walked down the empty hallway, humming a song to myself when she walked around the corner, her green dress flowing. i stopped in my tracks as she kept walking, her hair bouncing as she did so. i smiled, biting my lip. she looked up at me and gave a soft smile and then kept going. i grabbed her hand and pulled her back, she looked at me confused, but i didn't care.

"what are you-"

"follow me." i said, cutting her off. i walked forward, she following behind me. i came to the no gender bathroom and shoved her inside. i closed the door behind me, locking it. i looked at her and a smirk fell onto my lips. i slowly walked towards her, but she kept backing away from me. she hit the wall behind her and finally, sweet success. i lunged at her, kissing her lips and all over her face, trying to get every part of her that i could. she stood still, her lips pursed closed. 

i put my hands on her hips and then she shoved them off and pushed me back. 

"what the hell chris!?" she shouted. 

"shhhhhh. i know you want this." i said

"no i don't get the fuck away from me!" she shouted, trying to get to the door. i grabbed her hair, pulling her hair towards me. she whimpered in pain as she faced me. 

"shut the hell up or else it's going to be 10x worse babygirl." i said through gritted teeth. she angrily heaved, trying to pull herself away. i slapped her face and tears welled up in her eyes. that felt amazing, i wanted to hurt her even more. i grabbed her face and pulled it towards mine. 

"suck." i said. she nodded her head no and i gripped harder on her face. "now." a tear fell down her cheek as she kneeled down. 

kaycee:

 i was in so much pain, everything hurt. i couldn't take it anymore. i screamed bloody murder, hoping someone would hear me. a hand slapped over my mouth and another on my butt. i cringed, feeling disgusting. i muffled a scream, his hand clasping over my mouth and now my nose. i couldn't breathe. i started to get more scared, but the more i struggled the harder he went. so i gave up. i didn't care if he killed me in this moment, anything to just get it over with. i looked over to the side of the bathroom, my dress laying underneath the sink. that was my favorite dress, but i never want to wear it again. it will never be the same. tears rolled down my cheeks as i squeezed my eyes shut, wishing i was anywhere else but here.

i heard the door handle jiggle and i opened my eyes, but chris didn't seem to notice. the door all of a sudden burst open and someone walked in, the room going silent. i looked up to see who it was and i never felt more happy in my life. 

"sean." i said breathlessly 

 he made eye contact with chris and his eyes showed pure fury. he shoved chris off of me, and i yelped when he pulled out. sean shoved chris out of the room and slammed the door shut. and then he looked at me. i covered my body with my knees and began crying. and then i started sobbing, and nothing could stop me. sean walked towards me and then sat down onto the ground, looking at me. he was slightly blushing, but i didn't care weather i was naked or not, i just need him. i lunged at sean and wrapped myself around him. he lifted me up slightly, allowing me to put my legs around his waist. he wrapped his arms around my bare back and shushed me, trying to calm me down as i cried into the crook of his neck.

he pulled away from me, and i looked at him hurt. all i needed right now was someone to help and he didn't even want to hug me. he took his shirt off and pulled it over my head. i shoved my arms through the holes and took no time to go back and hug him. he played with my matted hair as i slowly calmed down, trying to push all of the events that just happened out of my head. 

"i'm so sorry"

"why are you sorry?" i pulled away from sean, to see that his nose was pink and tears rolled down his cheeks. 

"this. just this entire situation is not okay. i want to fucking kill him, kaycee. i'm so so so so so sorry." he said, looking down at my green dress laying on the ground. i turned his face and his eyes met mine, his brows furrowed. i slowly leaned in and gently kissed him. he softly kissed me back,  resting his hands on my lower back. i felt comfortable with sean. i felt safe. i felt loved.