Second love | jirosé

[Chapter 19] "okay I'll hold onto you."

Jimin held me close to him as we left the hall.
A goofy smile still plastered on my face, I spoke nonsense. I knew I was making no sense but my mind just wanted to blurt all of it. It felt reliving and I was loving the feeling of finally letting go of everything that was bottled up inside me. Jimin dumped me into the car as he sighed looking at my condition.

He walked to the other side before sitting on the driver's seat.

"The seat belt,"he says sternly but all I can do is smile. I fidget around to find the seatbelt but it just doesn't seem to reach my hands and I'm too lazy to turn around. He sighs once agin before buckling it for me. His close proximity makes my heart beat faster even at this state. My cheeks blush scarlet and maybe it feels a lot hotter because of the alcohol acting up. 

I have the sudden urge to attach our lips and I do it. I hold on to his jaw as I close the distance between us.
The alcoholic me wants more. More of him. Why do I feel this way all of a sudden?

I push myself away and stare at the opposite direction, afraid to see his reaction.

"I would have kissed you back only if you weren't in this state,"he mutters under his breath but enough for me to hear.

He soon starts the car and the engine booms to life as he drives away.

He only stops at the parking to our house and I look up at him with big eyes as he opens the door for.

He unbuckles the seatbelt and helps me out. My feet just don't seem to focus. It feels like I'm floating. My steps aren't clear as I wobble my way to the entrance.

Jimin types the password as the door opens. We enter and I somehow make it to the stairs without falling. I hold on to the railings. I'm afraid to take a step further. The stairs look like a mountain that I'm challenged to climb.

"I'm not climbing that," I say pointing at the stairs.

"Huh?why?"

"You want me to break bones? I'm not specialized at this. No one thought me to climb them,"I smile after, happy that I could explain.

"You mean, no one thought you to climb the stairs?"he sighs.

"Noo, the mountain,"I slur.

"Okay, I'll hold onto you,"he speaks.

"But you aren't specialized either," I say with a sigh.

"Okay Chaeyoung, this is getting too far," he says as he picks me up with his arms. Climbing it with ease. The floor below seems like it's moving and as though it could engulf us completely. I hold onto him tightly.

He drops me on the bed but I don't let go of his neck. I pull him down with me.

"I wanna cuddle,"I whine.

"I'll change and be back,"he says as he sighs.

"You're gonna regret doing this tomorrow,"he mutters as he leaves to change.

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A/N: is it a double update? Well,it's already the next day here.