Second love | jirosé

[Chapter 31] "so you don't want to?"

"Do you want to or not?" I ask.

"Chaey, it almost 3..you realize that don't you?" He mutters.

"So you don't want to?"

"No!"he says instantly.

That's it. I waste no time. Turning towards him I press my lips against his. Our lips move in sync. We had always shared slow and enjoyable kisses but this one was fast and needy. The lust had taken over us and my lips moved against his with need.

I break the kiss to take in some air, breathing heavily. Jimin looks into my eye, "You look beautiful,"he says.

I blush scarlet. One moment I was scared and looked meek and the next I was craving for his touch. Only he made me feel this way. I attach our lips once again. His lips move against mine and that was the most amazing feeling. It somehow assured me that he wouldn't leave. He wouldn't leave me and I had wanted that assurance. I was happy, beyond happy you could say.

He breaks the kiss only to continue kissing my jaw. I gasp in surprise. I was going through various emotions and I had no idea on how to express them. I shut my eyes tight because of the immense pleasure I was undergoing. I din't know how but it was happening and I was satisfied. No idea how I had turned into someone so different from my own self.

He works his way to my neck, leaving wet kisses. I moan, a sound I was unfamiliar with. I can feel him smirk as his lips now rest on my collarbone.

"Keep it low, someone is gonna hear us,"he whispers.

I pull him back up. His eyes stare at mine, confused.

"I don't care,"I say before attaching our lips again. He lifts me up now, placing me on his lap. My turn, I leave his lips to kiss his jaw. I find myself loving it. He eventually shuts his eyes and does the same as I.

"Now who asked me to keep it low?"I smirk.

"Cmon" he say before pulling me up again.

"Are you alright with all this?"

I nod. "Chaey, don't push yourself too much for me okay?" He whispers. He strokes my hair as I lay my head on his chest.

"Aren't I too heavy?"I ask conscious of me sitting on his lap.

"Now don't change the topic,"he says sternly. I try to wriggle out of his hold but he doesn't let me. Too tired to try again, I oblige.

"You can call me Rosé," I was ready to accept it. He was my family now. Family, they help when you are need, they stay with you during you hard time, they help you up when you fall. You might not recognize it at first but you won't be able to stay away from them for too long. That's when you realize that they are indeed your family.

I hadn't stayed away from Jimin but I dreaded that. I was too scared to leave him. Even the thought of him leaving me could bring me nightmares.
That's what helped me realize his importance. He was really my family now.

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A/N: sorry for the short chapter:(
And I wanted to ask something, will y'all support me if I wrote another book?? Cause I'm planning on writing another one and this time it's a Taehyung ff (my bias heheh). I really want to make it a taennie one but I don't think Jennie will suit the character that I'm thinking of:(( I need your help in deciding.