springday.

Hurt

I caught a glimpse of Hoseok's worried eyes as he looked down at me. I felt someone lifting me and rolling me into an ambulance. And then I blackedout again. Damnit. I could feel my body was heavy and I didn't want to open my eyes. Not yet, I just wanted to sleep.

I woke up at the hospital with Hoseok resting his head on my lap. I patted him gently on the head and smiled at him. The clock was around 3 am. He snuggled up against my legs while he breathed heavily, sound asleep. I looked up and saw Jin, Namjoon, Jimin, Tae and Suga sitting in the chairs beside my hospital bed. They were all sleeping except for Suga. He opened his eyes and looked at me with a tired look. "Nova?" He whispered.

"Shhh, sleep Yoongi" I shushed at him. He didn't even try to fight against me. Just rested his head on Namjoon's shoulder and went back to sleep. I giggled for myself. I hadn't realized Hoseok started to wake up. He moved his head slowly and looked up at me with a bright smile. My hand was still placed on his head. "I-I" I stuttered and quickly moved away my hand in embarrasment.

He just smiled tierdly at me and rested his head against my legs. I felt calmer and started stroking his hair gently again until he fell asleep, and so did I.

When I woke up for the second time Hoseok wasn't laying beside me anymore. The others were still sleeping in their chairs. The clock was now 5 am. I silently got out of the bed and tip toed out of my room. I looked down the empty hallways with doors leading into more rooms. My clothes were replaced by this long oversized shirt. It was cold in the hall and I walked barefoot on the cold floor. "Hoseok?" I whispered silently. My voice echoed for a while down the empty hall. "Nova?" I heard a whisper at one of the sideways. I started walking and got stopped by Hoseok pushing me up against the wall.

"Ouch" I whimpered, not because it hurt. But because I got scared. He had both his hands placed beside my head and gazed into my eyes. "What are you doing out here?" He whispered with a soft voice. "I-I was looking for you" I said quietly while blushing like crazy. He noticed and let out a cute giggle. He leaned in closer but stopped himself and looked away. "You don't know how close I am to losing control." He whispered and put down his hands so I could finally breath properly. "You scared the hell out of me, fainting like that?"

"I-I'm sorry." I stuttered, still cold. He noticed and dragged me back into my hospital room. I got into bed and he tucked me in. "Please rest Nova." He said while watching me. "How am I supposed to sleep when you keep looking at me like that?" I smiled. "So- you want me to go then?" He teased. "no." I whispered, trying not to wake the others. He giggled. "I know what you mean, just please. Try to rest." 

I did as I was told and closed my eyes. After a while I drifted off to sleep.

"Jimin stop!" Namjoon shouted as I quickly got up to see what was happening. "Good job Namjoon you woke Nova up!" Jin scolded and hit Namjoon in the head. "Oww!" He cried. "Good thing we're at the hospital" Yoongi laughed. The clock was around 1 pm. "Where's Hoesok?" I said half asleep. "He went to get something for us to eat" Said Jin and sat down beside me. "How are you feeling?" He asked with a caring smile. "I'm feeling better!" I said with a big bright smile. He patted me on the head. "Good to hear!"

"Uh-" Yoongi said with a pale face. "What is it?" Asked Tae and grabbed his phone. He looked at the screen and his eyes widened. They both looked like they were about to faint. "Stop looking so dramatic!" Said Namjoon and took the phone out of Tae's hand. "Oh-" Was all he could say before the phone hit the floor. "Thats my phone!" Shouted Yoongi and picked it up. Yoongi gave the phone to Jin. I looked over Jin's shoulder without him noticing. 

It was posted on the bighit twitter account and the fans were going crazy. It was Jungkook kissing Cistel on the cheek. The caption said. "So happy with the love of my life"

I froze. Jin quickly turned the phone away and gave it back to Yoongi. "It wasn't- I mean. He isn't thinking clearly!" Said Jin to try to comfort me. I couldn't hear him clearly. The room started spinning and I once again blacked out. Damnit.

I woke up by someone shaking me. "Damnit wake up Nova!" Hoseok shouted. I got back to myself and opened my eyes. "You're gonna kill me if you keep shaking me like that!" I shouted. He hugged me. "Why do you always have to scare me?" He whimpered. The other members were standing outside talking and explaining what happened to the doctor. He suddenly opened the door and walked towards me with a bunch of papers. "The reason you've kept fainting lately is because you haven't eaten and you suffer from too much stress. Except for that your fine. Just eat and get some rest and you'll be fine in no time!" He said and smiled kindly. Almost to kind.

I read his name. "Eunwoo?" I asked. He smiled. "Yes?"

I shook my head. "Oh-uh nothing! It was that your name sounded familiar" I said and smiled. He laughed. Hoseok glared at Eunwoo. "Ok- It's time to go now." Hoseok said and pushed Eunwoo out. Before Eunwoo left he winked at me and I blushed.

"Who was that?" I asked speechless. "No one-" Hoseok said. "Anyways! You are getting signed out today" Interrupted Jin. 

I had almost forgotten the reason why I fainted. It started stinging in my heart. "Ow." I said. I crouched down and held my hand tight against my chest. I know it hurts as much as you want it too but this was different. It was actual pain, like someone had just stabbed me in the chest.

Hoseok rushed towards me and crouched down beside me. "Are you okay?" He asked worried. I nodded and tried to stand up. I started crying. He held me thight and let me cry on his shoulder. I just wanted the pain to end.