springday.

Past, present or future?

1 month after that had passed. I was finally discharged from the hospital and was almost back to being the healthy old me. Christmas was soon, in about two weeks or so.

"You know what? Let's go to a theme park!" Said Jungkook while we were walking down the hall and out of the hospital. "There aren't any parks open now." I laughed and shook my head. "Then let's go to an abandoned one!" He said while excitedly grabbing my hand and started sprinting towards the exit. "Ooof, be careful!" I laughed while running beside him. Outside were the other members, standing in sweaters and coats. "Hyungs!" Shouted Jungkook and ran over to them with me right behind him.

He gave them a hug. They smiled. "You missed so much!" Complained Tae and sat down on the sidwalk. "Don't worry, we'll tell you everything!" Said Jin and patted Jungkook on the shoulder. "We bought you guys something!" Shouted Jimin out in excitement. Jimin ran to the car and began pulling out bags and even more bags. And EVEN more bags. "Omg you guys didn't have to do this!" I said embarrassed trying to cover up my face because it turned red. "Nonsense!" Said Jin and walked over to help Jimin with the bags. 

"Thanks I owe you guys!" Said Jungkook. "You've owed us since the day you came" Said Yoongi. We all laughed. "Guess Jungkook is paying for dinner!" laughed Hoseok. "ooof" He said and shook his head while trying not to giggle. 

We walked over to a cafe and ate lunch together. They talked about all the fun they had, and how many fans they met. "They were a little sad because some of them came to only see you, but they understood your position" Said Jin comforting. Jungkook looked sad for a moment, but quickly changed facial expression when he saw me looking at him. I felt bad, for making him stay behind. I sat down beside him and gave him a hug. 

Hoseok looked at us for a second but looked away the moment his eyes met mine. "Let's all celebrate that Cistel is in prison!" Said Yoongi and threw a bottle of champagne at Jimin. "Ouch!" Said Jimin who got the bottle thrown in his face. "You are supposed to catch it dummy!" Complained Yoongi. "Well excuse me! I wasn't ready!" Said Jimin and picked up the bottle. 

Jungkook stood up and took my hand. "I wanna make this official" He said all of a sudden. Everybody stopped in their positions. Yoongi kept pouring the champagne so it ran over. "Hey look at what you're doing Yoongi!" Said Tae who was now wet because of the champagne that flood like a river on the table. "Nova, do you wanna be my girlfriend?" Asked Jungkook. I froze. I could hear a glass hit the ground and break. I looked over at Hoseok, it was his glass.

"I-I" I stuttered. I couldn't find my words. "It's alright if you don't have an answer right now, just think about it okay?" He said and smiled his cute bunny smile. He gently sat down and continued drinking the champagne like nothing had happened. The others were still frozen in their positions. "THE BILL PLEASE!" Shouted Jin suddenly. He took that as their cue to leave. "Grab Hoseok" Jin said and looked at Tae. "Me?" He asked suprised. "Just do as you're told damnit"

Tae lifted up Hoseok who was in shock and carried him out.

"Well that wasn't-" I was cut off by Jungkook's cute giggle. He shook his head and took my hand. "Let's go." He said and led me out of the cafe. 

We walked into the forest. It was dark outside because it was winter time. Snowflakes were falling. My breath formed tiny crystals as I looked at the warmth floating up to the sky. The stars were shining bright this night. Maybe because there wasn't a cloud in sight.

He let go when we were at a field. A rusty carousel and some swings was in the middle of the field. He ran up to the carousel. And suddenly the lights turned on, even tho there wasn't any cabels plugged in. It was magical.

 "It's beautiful" I whispered. "I found this place when I was a kid. I kept running around, getting away from all my life problems, and accidentally stumbled across this place." He sat down and let out a sigh. "You love Hoseok don't you? I could see that you looked over at him when I asked you." He looked hurt. I knew excatly what I had to do, I knew exactly what would happen if I did. But I couldn't care less. 

The lights were flickering over him. The lights matched the sky's stars. It felt like it was only me and him in the whole universe. The field was empty and reached out longer than the eyes could see. I could only imagine what it would look like in spring, when there wasn't any snow here. When the flowers bloomed and the grass was tall. 

I sat down beside Jungkook and gazed into his eyes. "I only love you. I want to be your girlfriend" I whispered and kissed him passionately. He gave in to the kiss and started to kiss me deeper. The icy feeling I felt a couple of minutes ago was now replaced by warmth. My whole body tingled with sensation. I couldn't remember the last time I had such a kiss.

We pulled back and smiled at each other. He took my hand. "Let's go home before we freeze to death out here" He said and smiled. I nodded and held his hand tight. 

When we reached my apartment it felt like I hadn't seen it in ages. "Thank you for walking me home" I said and gave him a hug. He smiled and walked kept walking down the sidewalk. I jumped into bed and took out my phone. When I opened it a thousand, and I mean literally a thousand of notifications kept popping up on my screen. And I bet half of them was from Cho. I called her. "Cho?" I said nervously, scared she was gonna yell at me. 

"WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN IVE BEEN WORRIED SICK WHAT HAVE YOU DONE I HEARD ABOUT THE NEWS THEY WOULDNT LET ME INTO YOUR DAMN HOSPITAL ROOM NOVA IM SERIOUSLY GONNA KICK YOUR ASS IF YOU DONT EXPLAIN YOURSELF LIKE RIGHT NOW AT THIS VERY MOMENT BECAUSE IM HELLA PISSED AT YOU RIGHT NOW!!!" She shouted from the other side of the phone. I put my phone a little bit further away from my ear.

"This could take a while-"