Expectations(SPN High School AU Micifer-MichaelXLucifer-fanfic)

Chapter 19

Michael's POV

Lucifer and I had been dating 4 months when we got into our first serious fight. It was early December and most seniors were waiting impatiently for their college acceptance, or maybe rejection, letters to come in the mail. I had been accepted to all three schools I applied to, one of them being a school Lucifer was also applying to, and we were just waiting for Luc to get his letters. I was at home sitting at my computer watching YouTube when a video chat request from Lucifer popped up on the screen. I clicked answer with a huge grin but dropped it immediately when I saw Lucifer in tears on the other end.

"Hey Luc, whats wrong?" I said very worried and sat on the edge of my seat.

"I didn't get in, Mikey." Oh.

"To the school we applied to together?" I asked in hopes it was a different one. He nodded his head and looked down. "Hey Luc its not a huge deal. You got into the other ones right?" He nodded again.

"Yeah but I wanted us to go to college together. And you know long distance relationships never work out," he said sniffling.

"Luc hey you cant think like that. We don't know what will happen in the future. Whether we'll go to college together or not. We don't know what will happen then; that's so far away right now. We don't know where we'll be then. Hell, we wont even know where we might be in a month, or even a week," I said trying to make him less worried, but instead ended up doing just the opposite.

"What the hell is that supposed to mean? Are you saying you don't think we'll make it?" He said hurt and empty.

"Lucifer you know that's not what I meant. Think about it: neither of us, nor does anybody else know for a fact, until it actually happens, where they'll go to college, who they'll end up or where they'll end up being. Some people can be dead set on something and it might happen at first but life can throw you a curve ball and everything can be thrown upside down. Things might not happen how you want them to. Trust me, I know first hand," I said thinking back to the first time I was bullied and the change it made in my life. Lucifer was so upset in the moment he just blurted out whatever came to mind and didn't think twice.

"Oh really, you know? What could you have possibly experienced that was so 'life changing'?" And now it was my turn to feel hurt and empty, all over again. I was speechless. We hadn't talked about be being bullied or anything from my past since the first month we started dating. There wasn't much of a reason to. We were happy, Crowley never bothered us again, and if he did, Lucifer never mentioned it to me, and everything at school was great. "Youre probably just saying that. Youre so perfect. So smart- got into all the colleges you applied to. Gorgeous. Super rich older brother, to never leave you with any financial problems. Youre so nice and such a gentleman. An amazing baseball player, who could honestly go pro. Youre the first person ive ever even thought about being in a serious relationship with let alone go to the same college together. So please enlighten me on what you've experience that's been so 'life changing'," he said angry. I was beyond furious and done talking to him.

"You've got to be fucking kidding me," I said through my tears and clicked 'end call'. I couldn't believe he would say that to me. Did he really not remember that ive had to move 5 times because I was bullied? I mean he has absolutely no idea about him but still isn't that enough? My phone rang and it was Lucifer. I hit decline. I turned off my phone, crawled under my cover and cried, holding my stomach. Just five minutes later there was a loud knock on my door. "Im not in the mood," I said and groaned. I heard the door opened and someone walked in. "I said im not in the mood!" I yelled.

"Yeah well neither am I, but it sucks to suck doesn't it?" it was Lucifer. I sat straight up in my bed. "What the hell was that? Why did you just hang up on me like that?"

"Seriously?! We're you even listening to yourself talk? Is this a joke? Cause if it is, it seriously isn't fucking funny."

"Michael what the hell are you talking about?" I stood up and walking right in front of him. We were about a foot apart.

"What could I have possibly experienced that was so life changing?" I asked angrily and lifted my shirt to reveal the scars that lay across my stomach. His mood shifted from anger to regret as soon as his eyes landed on the scars and it finally hit him.

"Oh my-" he was speechless and he fell to his knees. His eyes filled with tears and one escaped down his cheek. "Michael, im so sorry," he said sincerely looking into my eyes. "I didn't- it didn't even- Michael I am so, so sorry." I let him ramble. "You trusted me." He was right. "Id keep you safe, wouldn't let anyone hurt you. And it was good, we were good, so I guess it slipped my mind that there was ever even anything wrong. I was just so upset that all my ideas were going to be ruined. I thought of us graduating and going to college together. I thought of being really serious with you and that letter just tore it apart cause I love you Michael. I just- im so sorry Michael. I am so, so-" I knelt down with him and cut him off with my lips.

"I forgive you," I said and looked into his eyes. He looked confused.

"Why?"

"Because I love you too," I said taking his hand in mine and he connected our lips once again.

A/N: Hey look! An update! An interesting one at that. Also heads up I plan to explain who 'he' is in the next chapter so stay tuned! ~Wayward__Daughter