A Monstrosity (Kaisoo)(Mpreg)

| Chapter 32 : Enough Talk |

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The crackling of the fire filled the silence that appeard around us as soon as we all settled down.

Jongin insisted on going out to hunt so Kris followed him . I guess it would take a while for them because even their wolf's were exhausted by now .jongin may not realize it but I did. I saw it in his eyes earlier and even when he pushed me , his red eyes were bearly evident .

But I guess he was too mad to care or notice still . I didn't want to be mad at him aswell since, I just tried to understand that it's because of his parents betrayal but that he was releasing all his frustration out on his pack and me was just not fair .

,, hey .. " I turned my head away from the fire in front of me when a jacket was placed around me and my eyes landed on Sehun taking a seat besides me .

I guess it still felt weird to be talking normal with them. Thinking back to everything I felt emberessed and stupid for lashing out so many times it seemed pathetic to me now that I just released the frustration of this never-ending war between them and me .

,, you ok ?" But at the same time I'm glad I did because everything seemed better now. I nodded assuring to him and he sighed awkwardly .

,, em.. I just wanted to say thank you , you know for .. giving us this break I guess " he rubbed the back of his neck causing me to look at him again ,, and for cleaning our wounds "

I smiled at him as he seemed nervous
,, it's ok, Sehun. altho it was more thanks kris that we get to rest now" I giggled lightly and he smiled cutely .

,, arent you tired ? " I asked just to keep the conversation up since my eyes fell onto chanyeol who was still asleep on the other side of the fire, Sehun had slept too originally behind me because the fire was too warm as he had said.. but thinking of it he hadn't slept long at all.

,, I'm not injured only my feet are exhausted so I don't need much of rest .. what about you ?"

I shrugg my shoulders looking down as I pulled the jacket more around me.
,, I usually don't sleep that well after an argument .. "

He leaned back at that probably not knowing what to say since he had always been the one who was silly and dumb. He wasn't realy the kind of person who'd know how to handle someone spilling out their feelings.
,, jongin didn't mean it I'm sure of it .. " he attempted and I leaned my nose onto my knees .

,, that's not it Sehun ... I'm worried about him .. usually I'm able to reach out to him and comfort him if he has a problem but this time he seems to blame me for it " I sighed sadly watching the flames go up and down showing just how alive fire was as it breaths and warms us around it .
It's beautiful yet terrifying. I've always thought of it as something special, something I could watch all day. I wished jongin would be sitting besides me now so I could lean on him and he could explain me that only I was special to him ..

,, but it's not your fault-"
,, I know .." I sighed turning to him now ,, maybe what I did was wrong but I didn't see any other option so I just did it.. I can't believe he actually thinks I would've shot him. I would never hurt him,... never " to be honest it did hurt me. His words and the glare he had as he told them to me. ,, I'm not that kind of person anymore.. I swear I'm not " when I was sure Sehun had looked back into my eyes and realized how serious I was, i turned back to the fire .