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,, you can't jongin " Sehun gasped out standing up aswell as he gripped onto my shirt desperately
,, what would we do ?? You can't just pass down the alpha position. We need an alpha otherwise we'd have to splitt up to find a new place in another pack. If we don't have an alpha we are turning rogue !"
He was terrified I could tell by looking at him. But I stayed more focused on Kris who stared at me with an empty expression . He knew aswell as I did .
,, Sehun .." I started now looking back at him, seeing how he was ready to cry ,, you won't go rogue .. "
,, your expecting this from me now?" As Kris said that sehuns head turned to him and I sighed looking back to the house in which kyungsoos body laid the mere thought brought tears to my eyes as I looked back at Kris.
,, I don't want to continue without him-"
,, jongin stop!" Sehun yelled pushing me back angrily ,, what are you saying !?"
I sniffed whipping over my eyes when I looked desperately back up at Sehun ,, i don't want another mate or be lonely for the rest of my life .
You don't understand Sehun you haven't had a mate yet.." I scrunched my face up looking to the ground as I burried my it in my hands .
They didn't move or utter a word neither a sound until I managed to regain myself, I got to my knees slowly looking over at the house.
,, he's so close to me .. but at the same time he's gone ..
I didnt just love Kyungsoo. He was a part of me, he was completing me .
Having a mate Sehun, it's like getting a purpose. He was my everything and that being ripped away from me like that.
It's agony, pure agony. Everything is a mess in my head, I feel alone and guilty, angry and sad .
Kyungsoo kept me alive ..
He kept me sane
Kris will be a better alpha " i looked back at Sehun who stepped back once he realized just what Kris had long figured out .
,, no .. jongin please you can't think of it like that ! we are still here for you "
,,sehun dont you get it !?" My eyes flew up as I growled loudly at them
,, I dont wanna be sane or alpha or alive anymore all i want is revenge and you know what that means for a wolf ! "
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,, careful !" I cursed holding him back against the wall as we walked along the way there was bearly space for our feet. It was a cliff and we were probably insane for attempting to go this way afterall.
But it's the only option we got . All the other ways would end with a stone wall.
When I had my hand reached out to hold him back from falling I could somehow feel how he had a little belly which made me unconsciously move my hand further up to hold him by his chest rather .
He took a few breaths before removing my hand ,, I'm fine, I got it" he said his eyes flickering a little in the dark.
I rolled my eyes sighing to myself as I stepped to the side . I forgot that he could also be so stubborn at times.
He was clearly still upset and not in the right mind to focus. I'd still have to ask him about all the dead wolf's when I found him and the whole trying to kill me situation. And ofcorse his .. changes of appearance.
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A Monstrosity (Kaisoo)(Mpreg)
Fanfiction*completed* Kyungsoo, who's a human boy and Jongin who's the alpha werewolf of his own pack have been together for a year now. Sharing a house with the pack wasn't so bad for the couple. Kyungsoo had told himself that over and over again even when t...
