A Monstrosity (Kaisoo)(Mpreg)

| Chapter 46 : Alive but Killed |

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,, you will do great " my mum gave me a final hug before glancing back at my dad who smiled at me proudly .

,, we will call every day ok so don't worry, " she sighed look me over one last time ,, I always knew you were destined to be ..special " 

I rolled my eyes at her overreacting before a few steps appeard from behind me causing me to turn around as an arm appeard over my shoulder

,, you know what to do, help him out a little " dad winked at Kris before turning to hold my mum's hand and leave the house while waving their hands in goodbye...

Before I could react I suddenly found myself flinching awake , still sitting on the grass with my head now up from laying on my hands which got steadied by my lifted knees .

Breathing out a few times I stared foreward to the forest when lowering my hands to losely lay over my lifted kness . I turned my head noticing I wasn't alone .

,, a nightmare .. " Sehun looked at me worriedly with crossed legs also turned to the forest not too far away.

I turned back to look at the grass between my legs not feeling like answering. Thinking about how much of family I had lost tore me apart .

,, I don't wanna talk, Sehun..
go back inside "

He simply sighed not seeming to be even thinking of following my order so I turned my head back to him.

,, why don't you come with me ?" He asked me stupidly .

,, isn't it obvious ?" I growled out . If he thought he could tease me about this then he was more than wrong.,, I don't want to be inside knowing he's a room away from me but I can't be with him"

,, If you would show them that your calm they would let you " I lifted my hand to rubb over my head while listening to his ridiculous attempt.

,, am i calm ? .. how can I be calm when they won't let me go near him !?" I nearly shouted and a few birds tweeted in the distance before flying off in the skies .

,, it's complicated " he moved closer releasing a breath before inhaling another, deeply ,, that's why I'm here, baekhyun told me to explain it to you"

,, I don't give a shit what he says, I dont know what to believe " I was about to stand up and moved away to be alone when Sehun ended up taking a gentle hold of my shoulder keeping me down with a firm gaze which was a bit distorted considering his usual goofy and childish self.

,, I'm meaning everything .. including what actually happened to kyungsoo.. and how he technically died but .. Didn't " my eyes widened yet they frowned as I stared at him, clearing his throat knowing that he had caught my attention .

,, so as you already know .." he started, fiddling with his fingers as he continued ,, Kris was making a deal with alios, who's baekhyun master and also a demon working with the devil.. Or for the devil. " i moved closer sitting back down and continued listening ,, Kris wanted something that could turn you back to beta and let him be alpha but they didn't have anything like that, he would have to kill you in order to gain that position. Which wasn't an option because he knew if he kills you he wouldn't have a pack and be chased by me and chanyeol forever ...

So Kris left again, probably turning to your parents and hoping you would get killed by an attack that's why he probably had spread rumours about you 2 having a child and of it's curse .

I guess that didn't work out aswell" he looked down clenching his hands to fists. I could see talking about Kris desperate ways of trying to betray us .. Or me and actually get me killed wasn't an easy thing to do. Just like listening and finding it out wasn't.

,, alios probably found out about the baby through the devil, and got the mission to bring the baby " I cut him off at this point, frowning hardly at him

,, but why ? .. what would they want with our baby and what about the moon goddess "

He thought for a second probably trying to recall if baekhyun had said anything ,, he didn't exactly know.. But he knows it has something to do with the extinction of the light warriors .. "

,, angels ?" I squinted my eyes at him not entirely sure if he was being serious or just trolling me .
How could this have something to do with angels .

,, I think .. Well baekhyun thinks the moon goddess is trying to pair those who are dying with mates to gain more of their kind .. So she's practically testing fewer people to give birth to."
,, angels ?"

,, quit the bullshit Sehun " I shock my head turning away from him again .

,, it's. not. bullshit. Think about it jongin, you've earned being alpha, which rarely happens, and kyungsoo seems realy kind heartened even if he has this dark past.." I continued shaking my head when he continued talking on about it.

I found myself looking up thinking of the moongoddes. Never diď I want to speak or think Ill of her.  But using us as a test object for her soldiers made me feel like we meant just that little to her. ,, and why does the devil want it ?"

,, for the same reason I guess.. making it another shadow or demon.. or maybe he just wants it dead.. "
I squeezed my eyes looking away as he said that, hearing someone talk about the death of my child enraging.

,, what happened to kyungsoo "I finally asked since that was what Sehun had managed to make me glistening with .

He hesitated looking at me unsure and sadly ,, baekhyun said that alios poisened him of some sort to conceal the baby, he had created another version of kyungsoo that's suppose to be a demon and he planned to transfer the baby to it but kyungsoo was fighting hard against the poison, so before he died they cut him open and took the baby out,.. "

my eyes stayed close when I burried them in my hands breathing out ,, b-baek did somethig to the baby,
he replaced the spell with one of his own, that's why kyungsoo is like this now , he wouldn't have survived if baekhyun didn't change him " it was too messed up, Sehun probably thought I didn't get it when he tried to explain how it was possible for him to be standing and breathing but all I did was close my eyes and imagen kyungsoo tied to a table and being cut open.

It was heart breaking and all i could do was blame myself for that I couldnt protect him from this horrible incident like I couldn't protect him in the past from his horrible so called father. Why was he always the one getting hurt?

At this point there wasn't even any space to be raging and losing control anymore. Kai was grieving just as much as I was .
,, but it's kyungsoo .. no matter if another body, his soul stayed"

Sehuns hand lifted to land on mine gently as he moved it away from my face. ,, yeah ... it's realy him, and we both know it is, it was a transfer not a kill "

I blinked a few times looking into his eyes still confused. Maybe I didn't want to understand what truely happened all I needed to know was that he was alive and not hurt anymore. And I intended to keep it that way now.