No one will read this but I don't care. Oh my god I haven't been on this in YEARS. But dang , it feels really good. I miss being a "carrot" and just loving one direction. Only problem was whether Niall was dating someone or not lmaooo. Now it's; I feel alone. I was depressed. I cut too much. Work stresses me. SCHOOL stressses me. Blah blah blah.
I WISH I could turn back the clock. I wouldn't be laying in bed crying my eyes out lol. Well maybe I might, listening to over again or more than this. My gooooooodddd I would DIE over that song. But yeah, I wish that was what I cried about now a days. Just feel empty , and alone. Cause I am but, ya know. Who doesn't feel this way at one point in life?
Truth is, the past year has been super hard. But I have come to terms and peace with myself. I shouldn't let myself get back to it. Because I don't have anyone to stop me, sadly. Just me, myself, and I. Like right now
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