Wake Up, You're Different

Chapter 1

I ran. Fast. Then I fell. I hit the ground hard. That's all I remember. What I was running from I don't know. I can hear the people around me but I can't say or do anything to let them know. They say I've been like this for 3 years and have no chance. I hear everyone. For 3 years my best friend Sydney has cried at my side, begging me to wake up. For 3 years my boyfriend Kyle has been by side. I feel him holding my hand every night and his arms around me a lot. I want to tell him I love him but I can't.

But the things I hear. It changed my perspective on everything. The things people tell you when they don't know you can hear are scary. She told me she loved me. I never knew. She told me she wanted to get over me, but couldn't. She has a boyfriend now. But the secret is I love her too, but I couldn't tell her before because I never knew.

I don't know how but I woke up. They say I was in that coma for 3 years 6 months 8 days 9 hours 10 minuets. I don't know how they have it so exact but it's been too long. I guess I'm 16 now. I couldn't stop thinking about what Sydney said to me that day. How do I tell her? How do I bring it up? First I need to re adjust to life.

Walking is harder then I remember, then again I was really clumsy. Sidney always teased me about me falling all the time. I remember that. I fell in love with her about 4 years ago, including the coma. The way she danced was adorable, she danced like no one cared. I just realized, what about Kyle? I don't want to leave him. I do care about him, just not in that way anymore. But she's dating that guy, Luca. She told me she didn't care about him like she cared about me. I was released from the hospital about a week after I woke up.

My dad was overprotective of me. I still don't know how I got into that coma but I don't want to know. My dad told me my mom left because she couldn't bear the thought of losing her youngest daughter, she went to live with my older sister for a year. When she heard I woke up she was overjoyed. She can back 3 days after I woke up. All I wanted to do was see Syd and tell her I felt the same way. But the first challenge was Kyle.

He stayed with me for 3 years, and I wasn't even completely there. But I had this feeling that he wasn't who he said he was. I heard Syd say something about how he was cheating on me but I wasn't sure. One day when he was over before I saw his phone, someone texted him and he "had to leave" it happened months before the accident. And it kept happening. She never thought anything of it because his mom was battling cancer, she died while I was in a coma. I couldn't hold him and make sure he was okay. He came over to check on me one day and I decide that I should do it now.

"Kyle, I need to talk to you"
"What's wrong? Did I do something wrong, I'm sorry. I just have been having a hard time...but I know you're not doing any better either. Oh babe I'm sorry-"
"Sweetie you're rambling again..."
"Sorry"
"I don't want to do this but it's not you, it's me. You're really great and all and I still want to be friends but I think I'm bisexual. I'm sorry, I was going to tell you but then...we'll you know and I couldn't tell you because I couldn't do anything. I wish I could have told you before."
"WAIT WHAT?!? I SPENT ALL THIS TIME WAITING ON YOU? FOR NOTHING? JOKES ON YOU BECAUSE I WAS CHEATING ON YOU EVEN BEFORE YOU ALMOST DIED! YOU KNOW WHAT I WISH YOU DID DIE! I NEVER LOVED YOU!"

Kyle slammed the door and I cried. I didn't want it to end like this. I couldn't stop crying. Then I thought about what he said. Why? Am I not good enough? I couldn't stand the thought. Did people really hate me? I didn't want to think about that. But I did. Over an hour I sat alone, crying. Until she heard a knock on the door and her phone buzz.
Syd The Squid<3: LET ME IN BITCH!!! <3
I laughed at the text. I loved her sense of humor. I got up from the couch to answer the door. When I got there she had ice cream and tissues.
"I heard, I'm sorry honey"
"FROM WHO? IT WAS ONLY AN HOUR AGO??"
"He posted it saying that you broke up with him because you are Bi...why didn't you tell me first?"
"I wanted to tell you but I couldn't, first I had to break things off with him."

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A/N: This is my first story so please be nice. I really don't know how much I will be posting right now because school and school swimming start soon. Please bear with me on this crazy ride. <3 *cover was done by my AMAZING friend @paytyn1023*