Wake Up, You're Different

Chapter 4

 I don't remember much from the night of the accident. It's slowly coming back to me. I was running from someone. I don't remember who. But I was really scared. I remember it being a shadowy figure. That's it. I still see him in my dreams, I can't describe him but he's always there. I feel like it's my boyfriend but I'm not sure. Or his brother, his brother always hated me from the start. 

"Syd?"
"Yeah P"
"Have I ever told you how much I love you?"
"Every day why?"
"It's not enough, I'm not enough, you deserve better than me."
"P what are you talking about? YOU are all I've ever wanted for as long as I can remember."
"Syd I'm not smart enough, I'm not pretty enough, I'm not good enough."
"Paisley where is this coming from?"
"This is how I've always felt, I'm sorry I didn't tell you before. I get it if you want to leave me because I'm too much to handle."
She pulled me closer to her.
"P I think you're perfect and anyone who doesn't see that is probably jealous that they aren't me, the only one who can hold you and do this."

She started kissing me slowly. She reached to take my shirt off and I forgot about my wrists.

"PAISLEY WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED! THIS WASNT THERE A FEW DAYS AGO?!? TELL ME NOW!!"
I sat down next to her and started crying uncontrollably.
"Paisley what's wrong? I'm sorry, did I say something or do something?"
"Syd it's not you. I've been depressed my whole life and when we fought it broke me. I love you please don't leave me."
"Paisley I would never leave you. Promise me you will tell me what's going on and that we can get through this together."
"I promise, it'll be hard but I promise. I don't want to spend another day mad at you."
"Good, I love you"
"I love you more"
"I thought we settled last time that I loved you more?"
"I don't know I think we should do it again to make sure"
"Okay babe"
We went upstairs and she pushed me down onto my bed. She's so perfect. It kills me. After we were done we were both really tired.
"Goodnight P"
"Night Syd, I love you more"
"Whatever I'm too tired to fight with you right now"

"Haha I win"

She pulled me into her arms and I fell asleep within minutes. I think she was smiling in her sleep. I love her more than words can describe.

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A/N: Sorry this is REALLY short but I wanted to post something. I hope you enjoy and if you have any comments tell me! <3<3<3