For Him (Jefmo)

Chapter 18

After all those times Jeff and I have sleepovers, I still get very nervous. I'm scared that I will say the wrong thing and he will slap me to walk away. Will Jeff do that? Maybe not but it's never wrong to think the worst. Or is it? I don't understand about the whole not thinking negative when that's all will come to my brain.

I pulled up at his house with my bag sitting in the passenger seat. Jeff had a wild idea, not that I don't like it, of staying at his house. I got out and locked my car. You can never trust these crazy people, cats or dogs. They will break into your car the moment they have a chance.

Jeff opened the front door the moment I reached the porch. I smirked at him with the bag on my shoulders. I opened my arms for him to jump in and we will have a beautiful Disney moment. We didn't have that beautiful Disney moment. Instead, he grabbed my hand to drag me inside the house and to his room.

His room is neatly done, no surprise there, and his bed is neatly made, also no surprise there. I put my bag on next to his desk and took a seat on his computer chair. Jeff stood in front of me still holding my hand. 

"Miss me?" I asked.

"What if I say no?" He replied.

"My heart would break into a million pieces and I would cry right here. Right now."

"That's very dramatic." 

"I'm me, Jeff. What did you think I was going to say?"

"To answer your question. Of course I missed you."

I smiled, "I needed to hear that."

"Did you miss me?"

"I miss you all the time, Jeffrey. Sometimes even if we are sitting right next to each other but not holding hands, talking or even looking at each other."

"As I said before. Dramatic."

"Oh come on. Tell me that you don't like it."

He snorted, "I kinda do."

"You should know that it's all for you, Jeffrey. I will be dramatic for you until I'm buried in the ground."

"Well, Sumo, I can't wait for that."

"Seriously?" 

"Seriously."

I pulled him down to sit on my lap. Jeff rolled his eyes with a slight blush. His thighs flatten against mine, showing how thick he is. Now imagine that word thick with three C's. Oh yeah, that's my man. He thiccc. 

I like saying that. 

Jeff put his arms around my neck as I placed my hands on his hips. We pressed our foreheads together. Our eyes locked into each other, his blue mine green. Suddenly, it feels as if the world around is fading away. It's just him and I holding each other. 

We could take on the world together. I would literally move mountains for him. I would literally murder someone for him. That one may be over the top but it's true. Just think like what you would do for your favorite book, anime, movie, or cartoon character. 

I would do those things for Jeff. Bot protective and sexual. Can you blame me? I'm a horny teenage boy who has their crush sitting on their lap.

Sue me!

"So, what's your plan to confess?" Jeff asked.

"Ever heard of a surprise, Jeffrey?" I replied.

"Okay, then what about a hint?" 

"You're too smart for a hint! You'll guess the moment I spill a hint."

"Sumo!" Jeff groaned as he pulled his forehead away from mine.

I smiled, "You'll find out this Friday night."

"Really?"

"Yup! I keep my promises, Jeffrey. Especially if their promises to you." I looked at his bedroom door. "How come I haven't seen your moms yet? Usually, they give me ground rules coming inside your room."

Jeff looked down, "They aren't home for tonight or tomorrow."

"Wait? Do they even know that I am here."

He didn't say anything.

I laughed, "Oh, someone is being a bad boy."

"Shut up!" Jeff exclaimed.

I laughed again but Jeff put his head on my chest. I sighed as I leaned back in the chair, allowing him to lay his full weight against me. My arms wrapped around him, I traced patterns on his back. Jeff turned his head so he ear is right over my heart.

Can he hear how fast my heart is beating? Can he hear how nervous I am just by being near him? Can he feel how my hand is shaking just by touching him? If he can he hasn't shown any signs that he has. Instead, his arms are loose but his fingers are brushing along my hair. 

Jeff pulled his head off my chest. I looked at him with my eyebrow raised. His pale face has a slight blush across his face. I couldn't help but smile at the sight. I took my hands off his hips and cupped his face. He put his hands over mine with a small smile.

"I could hear your heart," Jeff whispered.

"Are you weirded out by it?" I asked.

"No. Why would I be?"

"Jeffrey, if you spent one day in my mind then you would beg me to stop thinking."

"Let me guess. All your thoughts on your motorbike or car?" 

"If only."

He raised his eyebrow, "Then what are they are on?" 

I didn't say anything because I didn't feel the need too. Instead, I grabbed his face and brought our lips together. Jeff responded fast by wrapping his arms around my neck. He pulled us closer, which I didn't mind one bit. I used one of my hands to put underneath his shirt to trace with little tummy chub.

Jeff gasped between our kiss. I took the chance to put my tongue in his mouth. Jeff didn't protest because his tongue is in my mouth. They just swirled around with each other. Jeff began to take off my jacket during our french kiss. I allowed him too.

He used one hand to trace my arm. I shuddered by the soft touch. I slowly unbutton his shirt until nothing but his bare skin showing. I slipped his shirt off. Jeff jumped by the cold air. I took my lips to his neck and began to leave hickies. 

Only to show off what I can do and others can't. 

Jeff moaned. Oh, that sweet moan made me almost pull away to see his face. He used both hands to tangle with my hair. I grabbed his hips and stood up. Jeff wrapped his legs around my waist as I walked to the bed. I made sure we didn't fall on our faces. 

I laid him under me. I pinned my arms next to his head. We both took a moment to catch our breaths. I looked at his neck, watching the marks turn from bright red slowly to a blueish color. Jeff grabbed my neck and pull me close.

"Tell me if I'm going to fast," I said.

Jeff nodded, "Just kiss me, yeah?"

I couldn't fight that. I brought our lips together again. Jeff tangled his hands in my hair again. It's going to be a hassle tomorrow to brush. I didn't want to fight with him about it and also I really like him messing with my hair like that. 

He pulled apart, "You do know that I trust you, right?"

"Jeffrey . . . are you serious?" I asked.

"Very."

"I'm nervous." 

"Me too."

I couldn't say anything because he kissed me again. Let me just tell you. I am no longer a virgin. Neither is Jeffrey.

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