After spending the night at Carter's. I couldn't get my mind off him. How his lips felt on mine. I can't seem to stop thinking about the kiss. All the butterflies he gave me, the chemistry we had. The whole time he was so understanding. It felt so good to have someone to talk to about all the drama in life. Now, I can't help but to feel angers towards mom, that she seriously forbidden me to never see him again.I sigh at the though of it. Well, she is my mom so I guess I have to listen to her. No matter how manipulate she is. She is still my mom. And she knows the best. She knows what's best for me.
Yeah..
Since I couldn't get Carter off my mind, I called Kayla and told her to meet me at our favorite frozen yoghurt. I told mom I was going out, only an hour after our crazy fight. Before stepping out the front door, she gave me a suspicious nod before heading out.
Sometimes I feel like I'm adopted. She's like totally different than me. Trying to be perfect and all. It's literally putting me off the edges. She's always trying to be all flawless, while I just don't care about anything. Like seriously, I just walked out in a blue hoodie and skinny jeans. If she wasn't so mad at me, she would have scolded me and forced me to put on something else. Something more her style. I'm so sick of her trying to make me be someone else. Someone like her.
As much as I hate to admit it, we both now I resemble my dad much more than me mom. I have her features, but not her personality. Luckily.
Entering the mall with all the thoughts in my mind, while walking I spotted her blonde curly locks, near h&m. I furrowed my eyebrow, when I saw her talking to some other guys.
I walked slowly over to her, zooming my eyes in, on the guys she was obviously flirting with.
The one and only thing that I'm jealous of her is that she's really good at flirting with guys. Like seriously she's so good at making guys fall for her. I really don't know how she does it. Maybe it's that she spend so much time in the bathroom.
The four guys looked kind of familiar actually.
"Hey" I say as I reached her.
"Oh Mason! Took you long enough" she laugh, still keeping her eyes at the boys. I can't blame why all the boys fall for her, she looked gorgeous, with her floral dress, black heels, pink lipstick and a grey cardigan.
Ugh..I feel like a potato standing next to her.
"Oh yeah. Mason, this is Shawn, Taylor, Jack and Jack" she says, flickering her eyes towards the boys.
Nodding to each of them.Huh?
I look at all four of them, as my eyes slowly widen. It took me a minute to exmanite on what's going on right now.
Oh lord.
"Oh hey" I say shyly giving them all a smile, quickly scratching my neck.
"You're Carter's girlfriend right?" The dark haired Jack says, as I blush slightly.
Ugh, why did he have to recognize me.
"Uh...yeah I guess so" I mumbled, embarrassed, even though I'm not his girlfriend.
Kayla gives me a confused look, looking back and forth between me and the guys. Fack.
"Oh yeeaah. You're the hot chick Carter came with the other day" Taylor says, grinning. I feel myself getting obnoxious, when Kayla shoots me a glare. I didn't know that this was coming and now I feel slightly guilty for not telling her about them.
About everything actually.
"So, how are you two?" Shawn asks, politely. I remember, I spoked to Shawn a few times that day, when Carter didn't pay attention to me. He seemed like a nice and understanding guy, more than the others. I remember some of the guys told me he was a good singer.