The Bad Boy [Carter Reynolds]

The bad boy (27)

"Nash?"

"Hm?.."

"Thank you" I exhale slowly, resting my head on his warm shoulder. Making myself comfortable in his embrace.

"No problem" he breathes slowly, holding his arms around my waist dancing back and forth, slowly. It felt comfortable and relaxing being in his arms again. It brings back good memories. Closing my eyes, I inhale and exhale slowly the stress, I had held in myself for so long. So many thoughts in my mind just flew out and it was so relaxing.

"I've missed you" I say, quietly. Trying to not embarrass myself. But it was true, the feelings I had for him was still there.

When I'm with him it doesn't feel so uncomfortable spilling out things and saying the stuff I think about the most. And it was true though, I missed him so much.

"I've missed you too" he says, still moving his body back and forth to the rhythm. The beat was going slower and slower. He looked so good today, his dark hair is slightly pushed back with light stripes in it. I haven't noticed before now how much he have changed.

"I heard about Carter..he talks about you a lot, you know that, right?" He says after a while, and it already breaks my heart just by hearing his name.

Carter

"Yeah.." Only mentioning his name makes me uncomfortable and makes me just want to cry. But I kept my mind off him the best as I could. I swallow dryly, suddenly I don't have the power to speak anymore.

Nash's hands were warm around my waist, and it felt so comfortable and protective being in his embrace. He was a good friend of mine, has always been. But I really don't spend so much time with him now. Since Tiffany is clinging on Cameron all the time. Nash had always been with them and we have always kept our distance. They or she was never nice to me, so I didn't take time being with them even though Nash and Cameron stood me really close.

Suddenly pictures of Carter flashes through my mind and I have always tried to ignore them but I can't bury them inside me anymore. It's memorable memories that I suddenly started to miss more than ever.

Hanging out with him, laughing about everything. The night I spent at him was my favorite. And it only made me weak. I hadn't realize before now, that all of this was a terrible mistake. I should never had let leave me go at the roof. I should've just run after him, stop him and tell him I feel the same. Because I actually do, I feel the same. Even if he knows it or not. I love him.

Nash was still holding around me dancing back and forth. I feel bad for leaving him but I have to do it, it's now or never.

It suddenly feels like I'm pushed to do it.

"Nash..I--"

"I know..go find him" he smiles briefly, but then squeezes my hand in comfort.

I nod and started to squeeze myself through people that were standing in my way.

"Hey Mason!" a familiar voice shouted after me when I left the hall and took a step up the stairs.

"What?!" I shout back, not even taking a moment to turn back. I just need to find him as soon as possible. Nothing else was on my mind than this. It feels like a heavy wight has been lifted up from my chest after finally realizing what I want.

"Where are you going?" He shouted after me, not far from me. Why is he following me?

I didn't answer cause we were almost there when we reached the top of the stars to the familiar outdoor.

"Wait!" He hops to the top of the stairs, as he lands right beside in front of the outdoor.

"Why are we here?" He asks confused. Rolling my eyes annoyed because he just had to follow me. I opened the door, only to see a sight that I never could've imagine seeing.

My heart skipped a beat, and it was the most terrible sight I have ever seen in my entire life.

We both froze, and I could feel the chills up my spin and the cold air hits me like a rock. My body turned pale and I felt nothing else but pain.

"You got to be kidding me" I hear Matt raspy voice, breathing hard beside me

[Heey guys! Sorry for not updating for so long.. I know I suck. But I'm gonna get better at it, I promise <3 and sorry if this chapter was really short. It's my birthday today (wohoo turn up! xD) so I really don't have much time on writing right now, but a lot of you guys commented update! so I just putted this one up today and I'll try to update tomorrow too. I'm not promising anything cuz you don't know how much I fail at school and exams lately and it suuuckkkksss :((
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