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He kisses my slowly, roughly, then gently, as my heart beats rapidly fast, at his skin on mine. I may seem desperate now but I can't get enough of him. He holds me tightly on my waist, moving his hands under my t-shirt to my skin. His hands move on my back digging in me, like he always does, like he can't get enough of me and it made me crazy for him.
I smile when he kisses my neck, giving me thousands of butterflies. His mouth moves up to my mouth kissing me again slowly.
Making a quick move, he push me against the outdoor wall on the building. I flinch a little as my hands moves up from his neck to his hair tugging gently.
The goosebumps comes back when I noticed he's lowering his hands on my back. I pulled back a little to catch my breath but Carter wouldn't let me go, he pushed me against him and squeezed me tighter.
Kissing him was amazing, I couldn't get my mind on anything than him. And it was amazing. The feeling of millions of butterflies on the wall of my stomach, the shivers reaching up my spine at his every move and touch.
It felt like he had control over everything and he knew every move he was doing. My heart beating rapidly fast, at his skin touching mine. I couldn't help it. It feels like he controls it. And I can't stop, or seem to do anything about it.
Before I knew it, his hands is now under my thigh as he lifts me up carrying me hiding around my waist. My head is now taller than him as he looks up at me. I flinch a little, as I see how he smirks up at me.
His brown dark eyes searching for mine is giving me shivers up my spine. Staring into each other's eyes, as he still holds me up, my legs around his waist, only a second before kissing again is the most magical thing ever.
"Go to prom with me" he whisper, exhaling after our long kiss, that I swore felt like hours.
"What?" I breathed, exhaling and inhaling quietly. My mind can't seem to stop focus on the kiss.
"You heard me, go to prom with me" he say, half smirking. I relaxed, leaning my forehead on his, eyes closed thinking about what he just said.
I want to say yes so badly, but at the same time I can't. I promised mom.
"I can't" I say, staring down at our feet, ignoring the sting in my chest I get, when his feisty smirk disappear.
"Why not?" He whispers furrowing his eyebrows. He puts me down gently, his hands still on my back as I glide down, my tippy toe reaching the ground.
"I just can't, I'm sorry" I say, looking up at him meeting his study gaze. He has a serious look on his face, a mixture between angry and sad. And his eyes, they look just..lost.
He looks confused as he pulls away, stepping back. "Okay, I get it"
We are both facing each other meters apart. Distance that I can barely tolerate. He looks sad so sad, but angry and annoyed at the same time.
"Carter!?"
"I understand. We could never be something, I know. You don't want it to happen. I get it." He says ignoring my gaze, staring at the view in disgust.
Hatred.
"Do you have feelings for me?" Is the first thing that comes out from my mouth. I know that wasn't the best thing to say right now, but that's was the only thing I could get out from what he was saying. And the only thing my mind seem to focus on.
He exhale slowly, as he shoots me a glare. Yep, I'm about I get a death wish right now. I've never seen him this way before. So angry.
He's always kidding around, joking, making me crack a laugh. But now it's just a unbearable silence between us. I don't know what to say. My mind is so mixed up right now, and I can barely think.
He walks up to me again, with full speed, balling his fist. Looking like he's about to kill me but stops at one meter apart keeping the distance. I swear that it suddenly became ten times colder right now.
"Feelings for you?" He responds after a while, laughing dryly. He takes his hands through his hair while laughing. Not his cute laugh that I always used to admire. But from his voice now it's just out of pity and desire.
His eyes looks lost but then he looks back at me as they softens.
"What kind of question is that?!" He screams, shocking me as my eyes widen. The whole place is silent and I'm so glad it's only the two of us standing up here. The cold wind is breezing around. He spits to the ground before looking back up at me again.
"Damn Mason! Of course, I have feelings for you. I got feelings for you since the first time I met you. The first time we crashed and collide together. How can you be so stupid?!" He growl even louder, waving his hands in front of me.
"I-I" I'm so overwhelmed by all of this, I don't know what to say. My eyes get watery as my voice get cracky. My heart is shattered and warm at the same time. It hurts that I can't be with him. I want to say so badly that I want to be with him too. But we both now that it could never work.
"But we both now you wouldn't want that. We could never work, right?" He glares at me, waiting for me to respond.
"Carter, it's not like that" I say, trying to grab his arms but he quickly pushes away.
"Sure it is" he mutters, cutting eye contact.
"Mason, you sure are hard to get" is the last thing he say before throwing his backpack over his shoulders, stepping back. He finally turns around walking away leaving me stand there with no words left. I'm speechless.
I stand there for minutes before finally leaving, running home. I really can't stay there anymore. I can't tolerate to stay in the same room as him now, not after that. I feel like the world has been shattered apart.
I've been so stupid. He really had feelings for me. He was not playing me with his stupid games. I just thought that we could be friends, and go back to the way we were before all this drama happened.
Then it would all be easy, if mom wasn't so angry and he would just keep teasing and mocking me and we would both burst out in laughter when one of us did something silly. I just wished everything would go back to the it was before.
I had just got sucked up into my messed up life, I've forgotten about how he felt. How he felt about all of this. I've just been concerned about myself, my family, and Kayla. I didn't actually thought much about how he felt. Just his presence made my day.
Now I've ruined everything..