Nudes (Frerard)

Chapter 14

Geewayisgay69:
Okay so we started talking when you randomly found my kik, I still don't understand how. At first I wanted this creep out of my life. Who was he to ask for nudes?? What kind of perv asks for nudes from randoms??. Then for some strange reason we started talking. It's probably the best thing that happened to me. I think it's fair to say that you literally flipped my whole world upside down Frank. It's strange to think about but you've had such a huge impact on my life. I now can't imagine living without you. I know I might just be some guy online to you but you're everything to me. You're my best friend. I feel like I can really be my true self around you, I don't have to fear judgement or bullying. You make me so comfortable and it's kinda crazy. I've never even met you and I would trust you with my entire life.

This brings me to my next point. This is what I'm scared of. I can't deny anymore that I have had feelings for you. I'm sorry. I tried to squash them down or ignore them but they just won't go away. I've been so scared to tell you for so long but I can't keep it to myself anymore, Frank, it's eating me alive. I know you probably don't feel the same and that's fine but Frank, I think I love you. I get nervous speaking to you. I smile and get so happy when you text me and I just love every aspect of your personality. I always check my kik about a thousand times a day, waiting for your message. I don't know how I've fallen for you in such a short time but I have. I don't know how you'll react to this. Maybe you'll block me and never speak to me again. That would hurt. I know this message is a mess but I'm just typing it as it goes through my head. I can't go without you Frank. We've only been talking for a short time but it feels like I've known you all my life. Your messages are so perfect and you're so sweet. You make me smile and you even used the correct pronouns when I was in that weird phase of my life [It's he/him now by the way ;) ] and I can't thank you more. If you do indeed hate me after this all I have to say is this;

I'm sorry Frank. I'm sorry you hate me but I'm not sorry for how I feel. I've fallen in love with an angel. I can't possibly regret that.

-Xoxo Gerard

When Gerard saw the little "read" notification he was beyond nervous. He actually felt sick. Like he thought he might hurl. He took a deep breath and put him phone down. What if he hates me?
What if he says I'm dumb?
What if he never speaks to me again?
Next thing he knew Gerard was bent over the toilet in a soggy, vomiting mess. He knew all he could do now was hope for the best.

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I know I say this like literally every chapter but I'm sorry for taking a freaking century to upload! School is starting tomorrow and I'm a stressed mess. Here's the content you frerard hoes needed
-Xoxo Jinx