Gerard hadn't heard from Frank for 3 days. He'd sent worried follow up messages and only been left on read. He didn't know what to think. He'd just lost his best friend and the love of his life. He felt... numb. Lindsay had tried talking to him and cheering him up. He'd just dawn a temporary smile before getting lost in his head again and it fading away.
Mikey came into Gerard's room and he let himself on to the bed. He laid down while Gerard sat at the desk trying to draw anything but he just had no creativity.
"Okay, spill" Mikey finally says and Gerard turn around. He looks so serious, but then again Mikey always does. He was definitely giving Gerard the I know something is wrong look
"What?"
"Gerard we all know something is wrong, what is it?" Mikey says in a monotone voice. He knows that if he doesn't deadpan his brother will try and make a joke of it. Gerard hates when Mikey deadpans.
"Just a friend." Gerard says and Mikey sighs
"You like him don't you?" Mikey could just tell, he knew his brother. Gerard doesn't just get upset over friends, he gets upset over his feelings for guys.
Gerard thought hard, should he tell Mikey? He would probably laugh at him or talk about how he shouldn't talk to strangers online. Gerard knew all that but Frank, he was just... different, he couldn't explain how. He just was. Mikey couldn't possibly understand it when Gerard himself didn't even understand it fully.
Mikey, in many ways, seemed more like the older brother. He is always so protective over Gerard, looking after him and asking if he wants Mikey to step in when there's drama at school. As cute as it was, it was also kind of annoying. The boys were close as their parents were always busy so they relied on each other a lot when they were younger.
"There's this boy..."
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Nudes (Frerard)
Hayran KurguN U D E S F R A N K E R T H E W A N K E R & G E E W A Y I S G A Y 6 9 I started this when I was 12 don't hate me
