Kiwi | Harry Styles

Nine

Jessi

We were sat in the front row, on the inside, a runway type of thing was on our right hand side. Niall had told Lori they were seats that were usually kept for their friends or family. I had my camera with me. Lori had told me I was allowed to take photos for five minutes and then I had to put it away. I don't think I'd ever seen her this excited. The atmosphere in here was insane. It was already so loud, I couldn't imagine how it could get any louder but it did. The intro music started and I seriously thought I was going to go deaf. Lori screamed something beside me but I couldn't hear a word she said. The screen lifted and there they were in the middle of the stage. The girl behind me screamed so loud, I couldn't hear anything in my right ear and I had Lori shouting the words to Clouds in my left ear. I smiled as Harry smiled at me as he danced passed us, he looked so sexy and I loved his boots, they were gold. I joined in singing with Lori and we actually had a little bit of space to dance as the seat beside us was empty.

"Niall looks so fucking hot!" she yelled in my ear. He waved at her and I was now partially deaf in both ears as she screamed. I took some pictures in between songs but I kept getting distracted by Harry. I'd never seen anyone look so alive, clearly this is what he was born to do and I felt quite privileged that I got to see it. I took a few more pictures but I could tell Lorena was getting annoyed so I tried to get Mark's attention.

"Can you put this with my things?" I yelled handing him my camera. He nodded and disappeared briefly, coming back to stand in front of us again.

"Straight off the plane to a new hotel" I sang to Lori, she smiled and sang along too. I had to admit I was having an amazing time. We were having such a good time we didn't even notice Niall and Harry standing in front of us until the girl behind us tapped us on the shoulder and pointed to them.

"Finally" Harry mouthed as they both waved at us before dancing off across the stage. I felt my cheeks blush, I don't know why. It's not like anyone could see us, except maybe Mark.

I whistled as Stockholm Syndrome started. "Ha, you can't skip it now" I yelled in Lori's ear. She stuck her tongue out at me and I turned to watch Harry at the other side of the stage. I loved how his t-shirt flashed his tattoos whenever he bounced up and down.

Several songs later and I almost had no voice, I was boiling and just like most girls in here my heart beat faster every time Harry glanced at me. I froze as I heard Liam say, You and I was next. I'd completely forgotten they were going to sing that. I felt myself get emotional when the music started.

"Are you okay?" Lori yelled, holding my hand. I swallowed hard trying to stop the tears from forming. "Do you want to go outside?" I shook my head. I wanted to make myself listen to it, I just hoped I didn't make a prat of myself. She put her arm around me and I did the same to her as we started to sing along. I could feel Harry's eyes watching me but I didn't dare look at him. I decided to watch Zayn instead. I concentrated on his zap tattoo and it seemed to be going well until I felt a tear roll down my cheek. Then I heard Harry belt out "You and I" and I couldn't stop them. I tried to wipe them away and I saw Harry walking towards us, he sat down on the edge of the stage in front of us and reached out his hand, I could just reach it and no more. He looked so worried, I pulled up my t-shirt to try and dry my eyes.

"You're doing well" Lori encouraged, squeezing me tighter.

"You okay?" Harry mouthed when his part was finished. I nodded, he was still holding my hand, people around me were screaming but I found myself just concentrating on Harry. Before I knew it it was Harry's turn to sing again, I felt a tear run down my cheek again when he sang "Not even the Gods above, can separate the two of us" and my heart just about broke when I spotted a tear roll down his cheek as well. He quickly wiped it away with his t-shirt and kept singing, Zayn was now standing beside him, singing his part too. When the song finished Harry jumped off the stage and quickly hugged me, he yelled something in my ear but I wasn't sure I'd heard him properly and then Mark gave him a boost and Zayn helped him back on the stage. I think there was now some sort of riot going on around us but I couldn't move. Harry smiled at me and then walked back to where he should have been standing.