If you could see me now

3. Nightmare

His smile. His cute eyes. Nakatingin lang ako sa kanya pero kinikilig na ako.

"Zane, I love you so much. No matter what happen my love for you will never fade."

And then he kissed me. His kisses were soft and passionate. As if he has a mistake that need to be forgiven. And after that he hugged me and my tears fell...

Napabalikwas ako ng bangon. I wipe my tears. Parang totoong nangyari.

My nightmare again!

Kinikilabotan ako! Me and a guy?! Hmmp! Walang talo, brad! I dislike the thought of it. That dream always haunted me at night. I don't even know that guy.

But he looks so familiar. Parang nakita ko na siya. Somewhere, I don't remember. My head hurts like hell again.

"Arrrgggh!" I shout in pain.

I ran to my medicine kit and took a paracetamol to ease the pain

This is really too bad. Araw-araw na yata na siya ang napapaginipan ko. Iba't-ibang scene with him and our sweet moments.

I really hate it! It brings me goosebumps when I remember those. I'm a man now. My heart is for the girls.

Nagbihis ako at pumunta sa isang bar sa Mango Ave. Gusto kong maglasing para makalimutan ko napanaginipan ko.

"Isang bottle ng tequila." sabi ko sa bartender.

"Ito na po Sir." Sabi nito.

I smiled. Hindi na ako napagkakamalang teenager. I was wearing a white V-neck shirt, khaki shorts and a loafers.

I drink and drink hanggang nasa gitna nalang ng bote ang laman nito. Nahihilo na ako.

"Hi, Cute!" sabi ng babaeng tumabi sa akin. Napalingon ako. "I'm Sandra." Sabay lahad ng kanyang kamay.

"I'm Zane." I took her hand. I really love my name dahil hindi ito tunog babae. Unisex ika nga.

"Why are you alone?" She smiled.

"I just want to drink all night."

"Ohw, you need a company, Ayt?

I just smiled. We talked. She's so witty and funny. She starts to flirt with me.

"Zane, your so cute talaga!" Ang landi ng pagkakasabi niya.

"Cute? Talaga lang ha? Hindi na talaga mawala ang ngiti ko

"Oo, para kang si Robi Dominggo, 'yung artista. Chinito ka kasi. At kong nababae ka, kamukha mo si Kim Chiu."

Napaubo ako. Marami nang nakapagsasabi sa akin niyan.

"Drink this." She gave me a water. Sabay hagod niya sa likod ko.

"Sorry. Nabigla ba kita?" sabi niya

"No. Your so funny."

She smiled again with her most seductive smile.

Our lips goes inch by inch. We kissed like no tomorrow and we make out.