Our Universe {SEQUEL TO A LIE CAUSED BY LOVE}

Don't hurt yourself...you deserve so much more...❤

(Rye's Pov)
"I need you back Andy." As i said that i turned to face the door because i shouldn't have said it. Tears were rolling down my face. I know he doesn't remember me but i need him really...i shouldn"t have kissed him too but i just couldn't stop myself...three years...it's a long time...
"Rye please look at me." He whispered again. I was scared to look at him. I was so ashamed i just couldn't. I was sad and broken. It was just so hard and through these years almost every day i was cutting myself because it was hurting me to see him there lying on the bed and not moving and me not able to do anything and to show him my love...i need him right now i want him i can't live without him and now he doesn't remember...omg.
"Rye...please." he said his voice shaking. Then i looked at him. His eyes were filled with tears. Omg Andy no don't...
"Andy?" I asked quietly.
"I am sorry Rye...i am sorry that i don't remember anything for you i am sorry..." he tried to say but i cut him off.
"Hey, hey, Andy it's not your fault you know that...and even if you don't remember me i will always be here Andy because i...lo-" then i stopped because i understand what i was gonna say and maybe he wasn't ready for that kind of information.
But then he said something that almost made me like the happiest person ever but and the saddest...
"Tell me you love me Rye." He whispered.
"What?" i asked him through tears.
"I don't know i just needed to say it." He said and we stared for a while in each others eyes. Omg i love his beautiful blue eyes...
"I l-love you." I whispered through sobs and crying i couldn't breath normally my lungs were hurting because of the crying. He doesn't say anything and just look at his hand for a moment. I know he won't respond i don't expect him to even if it was hurting me so bad that i had to deal with it three years ago...
"Do you remember this?" I asked him quietly.
"Kind of...i remember some bad things like with cheating i don't know i can't remember it." He said and his voice shaking...omg oh Andy...
"Oh yeah i remember this..." i said with a sad smile.
"Who cheated?" He asked me.
"It doesn't matter." I said nervously i didn't want him to feel guilty again.
"Please tell me i have to know Rye..." he said as i hugged him and he was crying in my chest and both of us hugging each other so tightly.
"You..." i said as he pulled away from the hug.
"I am sorry..." he said and new tears  started falling down his face...oh Andy...
"Don't be. It's in the past and it was my fault i lied to you about something and yeah long story someday i will tell you..." i said and smiled a little. I put my hand on his cheek and forced him to look at me. His eyes were filled with tears but he was so cute and innocent oh Andy..."It's in the past Andy." I whispered to him with a kind small smile.
"Okay..." he said. "But promise you will tell me someday."
"Yeah i promise." I said as he nodded and instantly hugged me.
"I need you too Rye." He said and i was shocked but i hugged him back. We stayed like that for a few minutes.
"Rye?" He said breaking the silence.
"Yeah." I whispered.
"Why do i feel so safe in your arms?" He asked me quietly. What? How am i supposed to answer this question?
"Um...i don't know. Maybe i...i don't know Andy i can't..." i started saying as he pulled away from the hug and looked at me directly in the eyes.
"Can we cuddle Rye?" He said not letting me finishing my sentence. Omg i really missed this...he interrupting me...i really did...
"Yeah ofc baby." I said and we both froze because of my words. "I am sorry i didn't mean to..."
"It's okay Rye really...we are boyfriends after all so yeah i think it's normal i just have to get used to it...babe." he said and smiled at me as i nodded. Omg he is so cute i missed his smile. I missed him...
Then i laid next to him and he laid on my chest i hugged him more thighly than ever and he did that too.
"I missed you Andy so much." I said while i was running my fingers through his hair.
"When i remember all the things about you i am gonna tell you the same thing. I promise..." he said in a quiet cute voice. His words always make me melt.
"I love you Andy." I said not expecting him to reply to me but i really wanted to.
"Why?" He asked me and i looked at him confused."Why do you love me? I am nothing and nobody. You can't love me." He said. Oh not again...
"Someday i will tell you. But for now let's just leave the things like that." I whispered. He nodded and kissed me on the cheek.
"Thank you Rye." He said.
"Why?" I asked him.
"I will tell you someday." He said i could feel his smirk.
"Okay okay." I said laughing a little as i hug him more thighly.