Our Universe {SEQUEL TO A LIE CAUSED BY LOVE}

"I think i'd like that too."(The surprise-part 2)

(Andy's Pov)
When we were almost to the local park i turned to Rye.
"Close your eyes." I said and he just nodded. He closed his eyes. I grabbed his hand and led him to the bench. I made him sit.
"Wait here and don't open your eyes until i said ok?" I said as he nodded again. Ok to be honest i was nervous. The surprise was strange. Yeah we are boyfriends but i wanted to make it like not official but well idk really real. I was going to ask him to be my boyfriend again i think. Then i went to see if all the things were okay. They were but i wasn't. I was really scared. Idk why. How am i gonna ask him? But why if he kissed me or tell me again that he loves me...? I don't know...is it a good idea...? Then i remembered something again. This time it was strange because i remembered something that...scared me more.

Memory

When I was on the floor waiting to be fucked, Rye was behind me. He slapped my ass once as I gasped. I was kinda scared though because i was still a virgin and i don't know if Rye...oh no what if he leave me because of that?...
"Rye?" I asked.
"What babe?" Rye whispered.
"I am umm...i am a virgin. Does it hurt a lot?" When i said this Rye froze. He wasn't saying anything.
"Are you going to stop liking me?"I asked worriedly and quietly." I won't blame you, i am not expirienced like the other people you had been with so..." I couldn't complete his sentence because Rye without any warning put his index finger into hole. Omg it hurt but the pleasure was more...
"I won't leave you and i won't stop liking you Andy, and that you are still a virgin is amazing because i will be your first and that makes me so happy...where were you whole this time?" Rye whispered the last part of his sentence.
"Waiting."I answered and moaned quietly. Rye gently kissed my ass and then put second finger and then third finger. I was moaning so loudly as Rye was moving his fingers inside of me.
"Please...f-fuck me Rye..." I said through moans. I wanted this i was sure really sure.
"Okay baby..." Rye whispered and pulled his fingers out. Then he put the condom on his dick.
"Are you sure you want this Andy?" Rye said as i was really sure so yeah.
"Yeah Rye, i am sure and after this i will tell you something..." I said with a big smile on my face. Myabe he will be surprised or maybe not idk...
"Ok baby. If it hurts a lot tell me to stop and i will. Promise you will tell me right?" Rye was speaking softly and calmly."Yeah i will, I promise." I said completely trusting Rye as he slowly entered me. When his dick was all inside of me, Rye started thrusting fast. Omg it was hurting me so much, i felt tears forming in my eyes...he was thrusting too fast for me...
"Oh...it hurts." I moaned through tears.
"Do you want me to stop babe, i will just tell me and..."
"No don't stop Rye...just can you more slowly...?" I asked him with and exhausted smile.
"Yeah ofc, i am sorry..." he said with sadness in his voice.
"No don't be i loved it." I said and closed his eyes but this time with pleasure not with pain when Rye started trusting again. This time the pain was gone...it was only pleasure...and love...

End of the memory

Omg no it can't be real...omg.
I remebered telling him that i wanna be his boyfriend omg. We had sex and i don't think it was just one time...omg. I have had sex with a boy and omg...
I couldn't breath, my lungs are hurting, my chest got tighten, my hands were shaking i was feeling like i was gonna throw up. I felt tears in my eyes...
Suddenly this feeling filled my whole body...the feeling of weaknes. I was going to fall, my knees went weak, my vision went blurry i couldn't breath properly. I just sat on the ground with my knees pressed to my chest. I didn't know that i was crying so loudly until i heard myself. I really was crying i couldn't stop it...was this an panick attack? What is happening? I need someone...i need Rye...why i feel like that...is it because of the memory omg i can't breath...

Then i felt pair of arms wraping my shaking small body. Rye.
"I am here Andy...everything is gonna be okay." He said but i couldn't answer i couldn't breath.
"Just breath with me okay. In and out." He said as he started to get deep breath making me to do the same and i did it.After a few minutes my breathing was back to normal and Rye has wiped all my tears away.
"What happened?" He asked me caringly.
"I remem-mbered s-something a-and it's n-not the only thing." I said still my voice shaking from that panick attack.
"Do you want to tell me?" He asked me. I wanted but the surprise...omg i am so bad...
"Yeah but..." i said and looked at him. His gorgeous brown eyes and his cute smile looked so perfect on the moonlight. I couldn't not smile back. To be honest he is really beautiful. I hugged him.
"I am okay Rye. I will tell you after the surprise i have for you." I whispered as he pushed me even more to his chest.
"Okay. Btw i saw the roses on the ground and all the candles and the balloons. It's so beautiful Andy thank you." He said and kissed my forehead.
"It's not everything." This time i was sure there was no doubt in me this time. I stood up and made him to do the same. I led him to the bench and made him sit down.
"Andy...do you know what has happened on that bench?"he aksed me quietly.
"Yeah Rye...i know." I said with a small smile on my face as he looked at me shocked."I will explain later." I said and giggled and he nodded and smiled too.
"Now close your eyes again please." I said as he did it. I kneeled in front of him and i grabbed his hand and took a deep breath.
"So open them." I whispered as he opened his eyes he gasped.
"Omg Andy what are you doing?" He said with a big smile on his face and tears in his eyes. Oh he was so cute and he seemed so happy. I love when he is happy.
"Look i know it sounds weird and it is weird but yeah i wanted to do it...so Rye...will you make me the happiest person in this whole planet and be my boyfriend even though we already are...?" I said with a smile on my face as he giggled.
"Well lemme think..." he said and stood up and with him he made me stood up too. He came closer to me and closer and closer till our faces were millimitres away. Oh no he wanted to kiss me...omg he was going to kiss me omg i am not ready no not now Rye don't...
He started leaning but then he stopped...oh no...
I was expecting him to just leave me there but he put his hand on my cheek. That made me close my eyes because his touch makes me shiver every time and he knows that.
"Yes Andy...i will be your boyfriend." He whispered and we were looking into each others eyes.
His hand was still on my face. Then suddenly he put his thumb on my bottom lip and started rubbing it so gently and kind. I shivered. He was looking at my lips then into my eyes and again back to my lips. He sighted
"I'd like to bite that lip." He whispered. I didn't say anything as he continued looking at my lips. And then i don't know what happened with me. I felt so right, so confident...i felt ready to let him kiss me. I don't know why i think i can't controll it anymore that's it i am gonna give both of us the pleasure that we were craving all this time so i said.
"I think i'd like that too."
He immideately looked into my eyes.
"U sure?" He asked me and rasied his eyebrows and i just nodded. He looked at my lips again.
He started leaning. I will lie if i tell i wasn't nervous...ofc i was idk why...yeah since waking up from my coma we have kissed one but i don't know i don't remember it that much so yeah i was scared what if he didn't like it? What if i am not like before?...
Well defenetly i am not but why if he didn't like it...?
We were millimitres away when he stopped.
"Andy...are u really sure?" He asked me once again. Ok i was scared what to tell him now? The true?
"Y-yeah...i just...i think that you won't like the way i kiss because idk i think it will be different from before...a-and what if you don't like it...i don't wanna loose you." I said in a quiet voice and looking down. Then he lifted my chin up.
"Trust me i will love it. And you too i hope." He said as i smiled.
"Okay." I said and he started leaning again our lips almost touching and then they touched. He started kissing me gently and slowly i did the same. Mmm his lips...chocolate...
We were kissing then he bit my lip and i moaned into the kiss. I was so ashamed. I felt him smiling into the kiss. He licked my lip asking for entrance but i didn't let him. I don't know why. And then he bit my lip again, i moaned and he used this thing to put his tounge into my mouth. We didn't even fought for dominance because everyone knows that he will win. He was exploring my mouth with his tounge. It was magical...the way he makes me feel with his touch and kisses, with his words and hugs...i am really in love with him...and i already know why. I don't need to remember everything because i already am in love.
He suddenly pulled away to take a breath as i did too. When we started to kiss again he put his hands under my T-shirt. I felt his cold but soft hands touching my skin. I shivered and moaned again into the kiss. His hands were all over my body he pulled me closer to him. I wraped my one hand around his neck and the other was in his hair. He moaned. Aw he is so cute...
I didn't want this to stop but we had to breath so yeah we pulled away again. He kissed me again but this time more agrresively. He was bitting my bottom lip all the time and that cause so many moans to come out of my mouth. I just couldn't stop. Then he grabbed my ass agressively as i moaned louder and stopped kissing him. I pulled away...ok i wasn't ready about that yet...i am sorry Rye...
He took away his hand from my ass and pulled me closer to him gently wraping his hands around my neck and making me hug his waist.
"I am sorry. I know you are not ready for that." He whispered...oh Rye why are you so caring and loving all the time...
"It's okay babe. Can i kiss you again but this time i want to be you know...?" I couldn't say it out loud i don't know why it was new for me.
"Yeah of course love." He said and we pulled away from the hugg. I put my hands on his cheeks and i have to be on tip toes if i wanted to kiss him because i was so short and yeah. I started kissing him slowly. I bit his bottom lip twice as he moaned and that make me giggled. When he moaned for a second time i put my tounge into his mouth. We weren't fought for dominance...our tounges were dancing in sync it was just so perfect. Then again...we need oxygen. We pulled away and looked into each others eyes. We stayed like that for a while. We hugged each other once again but then he said.
"I love you."
This time i was ready i was really ready to answer him. I know it, it was true so why not right?
Then i looked at his gorgeous eyes again and he looked back...was i really ready to say it?...
Yeah i was...i think...
"I..."

To be continued...

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