Our Universe {SEQUEL TO A LIE CAUSED BY LOVE}

"Why me?" (He is back-part 18)

*smut warning*

(Andy's POV)

I was angry. I decided to block that number and I did it. I hope he never texts me back again.

I put my boxers on and one of Rye's hoddies. Then I went to wake up Rye. To be honest I didn't want to because he was just so cute while he was sleeping. I kissed him on the forehead.
"Wake up baby." I whispered as he opened his eyes a little and smiled.
"Hey." He whispered as I smiled and kissed him on the forehead again.
"How are you beautiful?" He said and sat up in the bed. I sat next to him.
"I am fine. You?" I said quietly.
"Tired." He said and yawned.
"Rye, we should get up and go to the restaurant where our friends are." I said and looked down.
"If you don't want to we can stay here." He said quietly as I looked up at him.
"I want it's just that..." I started saying but then I stoped, I don't want him to worry so I lied.
"I am not hungry." I lied as he raised his eyebrows at me.
"You have to eat." He said and put his hand on my cheek.
"I know. I will. Let's change and to go to the restaurant." I said and stood up but then he pulled me back on the bed and looked me straight into the eyes.
"What?" I whispered.
"Why are you lying to me?" He asked as I froze.
"No, I am not." I lied as he looked down.
"Tell me why you are lying to me Andy." He said annyoed.
"I am not Rye." I lied again as he sighed.
"Okay when you are going to lie me then okay lie to me I don't care." He said and stood up from the bed.
"Rye wait." I said but he went out of the room. Fuck...

I sat on the bed and put my head in ny hands. I held the tears that wanted to escape my eyes. I didn't want to cry I have to be strong.
I stood up from bed and changed my clothes. I ran my fingers through my hair and then sat on the bed again. After few minutes Rye came into the room with just a towel around his waist. I tried not to look at his abs but I just couldn't. Why is he so perfect?
He caught me staring as I looked immediately down. I heard him sigh. He got his clothes and went out of the room again.
"Ugh I should tell him." I said out loud and then my phone buzzed.

Omg

Unknown number
DO NOT TELL ANYONE! IS IT CLEAR TO YOU?

Me
But how? I blocked you...

Unknown number
Did you really think that it will be that easy to kick me off? Haha I told you I am your nightame

Me
Please just leave me alone

Unknown number
Don't tell anyone

Me
Okay I won't...

I turned off my phone and sighed. Then few tears escaped my eyes.
No, Andy don't cry.
"I can't take this." I said and fell onto the ground. I started crying. I hid my face with my hands. When I calmed down a little I stood up from the floor and started walking towards the door. When I opened it I went to the bathroom but before opening it I bumped into Rye.
"Sorry." I whispered and tried to hid my face so he won't see that I had been crying. I was looking down as I felt him staring at me. Then he put his finger under my chin and lifted it but I immediately pulled away and entered the bathroom. I locked the door and I heard him walking away from the room. I washed my face and looked at the mirror.
"Why me?" I asked crying. I sat on the floor. I wanted to cut. I needed it. I can't take it. I can't take this again. I don't want to try to take it so fortunately I found a razor. I pull my sleeve up and pressed the clod item next to my warm skin. I looked away and closed my eyes while I was making the first cut. I made it deep. The other weren't as deep as the first but they were so many, about 10. Then I washed my hand. It hurt but I don't give a fuck. I pulled my sleeve down again. I went out of the room and went to the living room. Rye was sitting on the couch and drinking a cup of tea. He heard me and turned to me.
"We should go. Are you ready?" He asked me in a cold voice. I just nodded.
"Okay. Let's go." He said and stood up. We went out of the house and started walking along the street. We weren't talking at all. I was staring at the ground because I was scared to even look at him. He knew I was lying, he knew that there was something wrong with me. I want to tell him I am just too scared...