Our Universe {SEQUEL TO A LIE CAUSED BY LOVE}

"Yes, I do." (Decisions-final part)

Two days later

(Rye's POV)

Now there is me standing here on the altar, all these people staring at me. Some of them are smiling at me, they want me to know that they are proud of me, that they care, that I am doing the right thing, people like Mikey, Harvey, Annie, Aylin, Melissa, Adam, Giulia and even Simone. I love them and I am so so so grateful for each one of them. And even Andy's mother is smiling at me, nodding her head to show me how proud she is. My brothers are smiling too and my mom. But some of them are looking with disappointment at me, showing me so clearly that I am wrong. It's so bad to know that almost all of these people who are looking like you are a failure are your own family. Like my father.

I took a deep breath as the music started. I am so scared to be honest, I feel like I am gonna faint, my legs are not holding me stand still, my mind is driffting away and my eyes are slowly closing...

No Ryan, stay awake!

This is the best day of your life, don't let your anxiety take over your mind again.

My heart beats faster than it should, my vision becomes blurry and I can't breathe but then...

There is he, beautiful as always, brightening the whole hall, everyone stares at my beautiful fìance and after few minutes...husband.

He is everything I've ever wanted, he is everything I've ever needed, I can't believe that now I am standing here waiting for him to come all this way and to stand right in front of me, to say his speech and how much he loves me and then to say yes.

I can't believe that he is mine.

Then he came in front of me. I took his small shaky hands in my big ones, stroking them gently with my thumbs, he gives me a small shy smile making me chuckle a little.

Then the ceremony begins.

After few minutes we have to say our speeches for each other and I am of course the first.
"So hey guys, as you know I am getting married today...so...um Andy..." I said his name quietly looking at his beautiful big blue eyes searching for words, searching for hope and understanding.
As always he gives them to me, with just one glare he assures me that I am fine, that he is still there and that he loves me.
"So Andy...what should I say to you except that you are everything to me, you are the sunlight that wakes me everyday in the morning, you are the moonlight that we are walking under late at night, you are the perfect melody that is hidden in my heart and that you have only heard, you are always in my mind, wherever I go you are there, whatever I do you are there and I don't want this to change...ever. You know when we met, I knew that I am gonna marry you, I just knew that we were perfect for each other, I knew that I'll fall for you so fast that I didn't even realise. I know I have done stupid things but people are not perfect...well you are perfect, you are pure perfection and everyone will agree to this. And Andy I can tell you so many other things, I can say how much I love you, I can say how much you mean to me and how much I need you and want you but you already know those things, you know perfectly well that without you I'd be nobody, that without you I am nobody, that without you I won't survive baby-" I said as my voice cracked when I said "baby", I and Andy were looking straight at each others eyes and everything else was gone, the people, the hall, everything. It was just me and him and nothing else, and it was perfect.
"Andy you are the love of my life and nobody and nothing can change this, nothing...I love you Andy Fowler, I love you so freaking much...I love you." I said now from both of our eyes escaping salty tears. I cupped his face in my hands and made him look up at me.
"Don't cry." I whispered as I shook my head a little. He just smiled and hug me tightly as I did too. The feeling of his arms around my body sent shivers down my spine, I love his soft touch.

Then he slowly pulled away and took my hands in his small ones again, now mine were shaky and his looked so strong, I removed my glare from our tangled hands to his beautiful face, he looked confident, brave, gorgeous.
"Now it's my turn." He said quietly as I smiled and nodded my head for him to continue.
"Rye...you...
You are beautiful you know. Those pretty shining eyes, those soft rosy lips. That perfect voice of yours. The perfect smile that gives me butterflies every time that I see it, the never stopping melody of your heartbeat when I am lying on your chest, I can feel how it starts beating faster and faster cause you get nervous when our bodies are that close to each other and when it slows its tempo down so I know that you suddenly fall asleep.
I know every detail of your face, body and personality but you are still a mistery for me and how you made me love you that much.
I am still so confused how I fell in love with you so fast, well maybe it's because of who you are, the real Rye Beaumont, the one that I love, appreciate and the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. Rye I have seen so many sides of you, maybe every one but I love them all, I love the sassy one, the angry one, the sad and broken one, the depressed one, the scared one, the thinking and wise one, the jerky one, the sexy one, the cool one, the flirty one, the clingy one, the romantic one and of course my favourite-the happy one. Yeah Rye you are a mix of different emotions, you are a mess of feelings and memories, you are a hurricane of pain and sadness but you also have this little sparkle in you that makes me forget about the entire world, that makes me even forget who I am and makes me yours forever, this little fire in your eyes that can burn every problem that we go through and just make it disappear so we can be together again, cuddling in our bed and whispering sweet nothings to each other, I love you for who you are, every single emotion you feel, every single side of Ryan Beaumont you are and every stupid thing you do...I love you. God how can I not love you? You freaking waited for me for years, I cheated on you two times and you are still freaking here, standing right in front of me, holding my hands, both of us crying from happiness and about to get married...God...I love you, you are the best thing that has happened to me in my life Rye. I would never ever change anything because everything I want is you and to be honest if I had to turn back the time I would turn it only because I want to fall in love with you again. But with that smile of yours I am falling everyday in love with you more and more. So Rye I know you are broken and your heart is in billion pieces, I know that you are scared and that your soul is dark enough but as you said I am the sunlight so let me help you and brighten up your future cause I want to.
Rye you are the love of my life.
You are my world
You are my universe." Andy said, now both of us crying, holding each others hands tightly and looking at each others eyes lovingly.

"Now Andrew Roberth Fowler do you take Ryan Leonard Beaumont as your future husband through tick and thin? Do you promise to be with him till the end and keep him safe?" The man asked us.
"Yes, yes I do." Andy said loud enough for everyone to hear it.
"And you Ryan Leonard Beaumont do you take Andrew Roberth Fowler to be your future husband? Do you promise to be with him till the end and keep him safe?"
"Yes, I do." I said confidently as I was not breaking the eye contact between me and the beautiful boy standing in front of me.
"Now when you have already exchanged your rings, I will say with the honour that was given to me from God that you are a husband and a husband, so you can kiss each other!" He said loudly but I didn't even hear the whole thing, I just heard him saying "kiss each other".
So I cupped my beautiful husband's face in my big hands and made him look at me, he smiled at me like I was everything he has ever wanted, the two dimples showed up as he became even more amazing. He got on his tiptoes so he could kiss me and I leaned it connecting our lips in front of all those people staring at us.
But in the second our lips touched I forgot all of the people there, I was in another universe with my baby, husband, with Andy. All I could feel around me was warmth and love but unfortunately we had to pull away because of the need of oxygen and all the people looking at us and waiting for us to stop, not all of them but most of them.

When we pulled away Andy grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers, holding it tightly.
Oh man how much I love this boy.
We started walking through the hallway, all the people there greeting us and hugging us, saying how proud they were, everyone except my father.

Yeah it hurt but I am over it, I have Andy, I have friends, I have his love so when I have Andy's love, I have everything.

Heyyyyy guys hope u like this❤
Ughhh it's gonna end sooo soon ahhhh😭❤
Peace and love ya all❤✌🖖