"I am not a slut." (Decisions-part 4)

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(Andy's POV)

I went slowly into the room turning the lights on. I looked at Rye. He sat up in the bed, his eyes red and puffy from crying, his lips parted a little when he glanced at me, a little gasp escaped them, then he rubbed his eyes gently and turned his head to the window breaking the eye contact. I sighed but went to him on the bed. I sat in front of him.
"Baby..." I whispered. He didn't respond but I just saw one tear leaving his beautiful brown eye.
No Rye...
I just immediately wrapped my arms around him and pulled him in for a hug. For my surprise he hugged me back. We stayed like that for a while both of us already crying. When we pulled away I took his bigger hands in mine making him look up at my eyes. I smiled weakly as he did the same.
"I-I need to tell you s-something Rye, I want you to k-know the truth." I said quietly as he gave me the confused look that I expected. I sighed and looked down.
"There is something that I wanted to tell you for a few days now...the reason why I ran away from you at the park...I just needed you to know this before marrying me..." When I said this he looked down too.
"So...you will hate me after this I know that and you will never ever want to propose me again...I am sorry in advance...I am really sorry..." I said few tears formed in my eyes but I held them inside. I took a deep breath and looked up at Rye who was already looking at me with a worried look.
"Rye...I-I cheated o-on you." I stuttered out quietly as his and my eyes filled with tears. He didn't let go of my hands as I expected he even held them stronger.
"When?" He said more firmly now not looking at me.
"One night when you were asleep I just went out to chill cause I was so stressed because of going back here and I went to a local bar. I know I shouldn't..." I said calmly trying not to cry. He still wasn't looking at me.
"With who?" He whispered.
"...I-I.." I stuttered not able to say the name out loud.
"With who Andrew?" He said louder. He is angry with me...
"Jacob..." I said quietly scared of his reaction.
"Oh..." Is all what he said and let go of my hands. He stood up from the bed and headed to the door. He opened and went out.
Fuck.
I ran after him knowing exactly where he was going. To the bathroom. He was already in it when I went.
I went inside. The view was terrible. He was holding strong on the sink crying slightly and tearing apart. I immediately went behind him wrapping my arms around his waist. He relaxed because of my touch but then he pushed me away turning around so he could see me.
"Why did you do it? Am I not enough for you? Or what?" He shouted as I looked down. "You didn't let me made love with you for so long fucking time but you can just go and let your fucking first boyfriend fuck you like you are a slut." He shouted again. I got angry.
"I am not a slut." I shouted at him back.
"Well you act like one." He said and turned around his head. I sighed cause I knew he was crying. I went closer to him again. I took his hands as he turned his head to me. His beautiful eyes met mine again.
"Rye...I am not a slut because I didn't let him fuck me. It was just a kiss. I would never let anyone else fuck me well accept Mikey before but it's in the past..." I said as we both giggled a little. "And yeah I would never let anyone else make love with me accept you. You are my one Rye...the only one I want. The reason why I didn't say yes it's that I thought you should know this and probably you will hate me after saying it to you...I am sorry that I left you there...I didn't want to I am so fucking sorry..." I said quietly looking to the floor as he let go of my hands.
I knew he would hate me.
But then he put his finger under my chin making me look at his beautiful shining brown eyes full of tears know. He smiled a little and kissed my forehead. One tear left my eye.
"This feels like goodbye." I whispered. He just giggled.
"It's not a goodbye." He said quietly and came closer to my ear.
"I want you to remember something. You are mine, mine and only. Only I can kiss you, only I can fuck you and only I make love with you, okay?" He whispered softly in my ear as I nodded my head.
"Say it." He said now looking straight into my eyes.
"I am yours, only yours and only you can kiss me and fuck me and make love with me." I said as he giggled. I smiled and looked down the little smile immediately disappearing from my face.
"D-Do y-you still l-love me?" I said looking up at him. He smiled and shook his head.
"Stupid Andy...of course I do." Rye said quietly as I smiled and looked down.
"U do?" I whispered.
"Of course baby I love you. Look at me." He said as I did as I am told. He came closer to my face, our lips almost touching. I wanted to kiss him so fucking much but he pulled away because the door opened. We turned to see who it was and ofc Annie was standing there watching us with her cheeks red.
"Sorry guys...I needed to see if you were okay." She said and then went out of the bathroom. Me and Rye looked at each other and just giggled. Then I looked down to my hands again.
"You will never want to propose me again." I said underneath my breath hoping that he didn't hear it and I thought he didn't but then he grabbed both of my hands and led me to the guest room. He closed the door after us. Then he went right in front of me. We were staring at each others eyes. His eyes were shining, they were dark beautiful brown as always.
I love his eyes.
"Let me try this again." He said. I looked at him confused. Then he kneeled on his right knee still holding my hand. I gasped as my eyes filled with tears again.
"Rye..." I whispered as he took the same little black box out of his pocket and opened it right in front of me.
"Andy...I don't know how many times do I have to tell you that...I love you and I will love you forever. I know that the kiss between you and that bastard Jacob means nothing to you...I know that you are sorry and you blame yourself but don't cause I don't blame you nobody blames you for this. We are humans and we do mistakes. You are only mine and I want you to be more than just a boyfriend to me baby so Andrew Roberth Fowler will you marry me?" He said. Tears were streaming down my face as my smile grew even more. I nodded.
"Yes, yes, hundred times yes." I almost screamed as he put the ring on my finger and then stood up taking me in his strong arms and holding me as close as possible to his chest. He spined us around and kissed my neck few times. Then he put me again on the floor. I put my hand on his cheek making him come closer to my face. Then I connected our lips in a quick kiss but long enough for both of us to feel the love between us. When we pulled away we hugged again.
"Should we tell the others?" I asked him as he just nodded. I kissed his cheek and took his hand in mine. We went out of the guest room and then headed to the living room just to see Melissa sitting on the couch crying her eyes out and all of the girls trying to calm her down. We looked into each others eyes and immediately went to see why she was upset.
"Mel? What happened?" I asked her as she looked up at us, her eyes red and puffy from crying so long.
"H-He i-is g-gone."

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