Anonymous| lrh

14| "Calum! No vaping in my house!"

I never really have had 'boy problems'. Yes, I am a seventeen year old girl and usually by then everyone has had some sort of major issue involving a guy. Or girl, whichever.

Now this I wouldn't necessarily call a problem but more of a predicament.

"Luke. Luke motherfucking Hemmings!" Hannah exclaimed as she paced my room. "I mean shit! I knew this was going to be a big deal but not this big of a deal!"

I told Hannah to come over the second I walked into my empty house. Revealing that Anonymous was Luke the whole time wasn't something I felt I could explain over text.

"I've caught feelings for my best friend via paper without even knowing it," I grumbled.

"Yeah well, it was bound to happen one way or another," the brunette said. Finally sitting down beside me.  "Are you happy? Or more like scared that this will fuck everything up."

I thought for a second even though I knew my answer. I was happy. I was happy that what I've been ignoring for the past how ever many years has come to the surface and that as far as I knew, Luke felt the same. What scared the shit out of me was it ruining our friendship, our best friendship.

I nodded, "yeah, yeah I am happy. It's just, what if this fucks everything up Hannah?"

"What do you mean?" She furrowed her eyebrows at me.

"Luke's my best friend. What if we go through with whatever we have and then it ends horribly. Then I loose him, and the group. What the hell would happen to all of us?" I spoke, worry suddenly flooding my mind. Those thoughts have been in the back of my head the moment Luke and I kissed and letting them out just scared me even more.

"Charlie listen," Hannah turned to face me. "Don't worry about that right now. I know the thought is terrifying but you have to learn to live in the present. Stop dwelling on the 'what ifs'. Luke and you were basically made for each other anyways. I mean shit, do you know how many times the boys, minus Luke and I have talked about you two? I'm honestly surprised this hasn't happened sooner, the chemistry you two have is unbelievable."

I pursed my lips, Hannah is right. I have to stop worrying about what could happen but it's basically in my DNA. I've always been a worrier, a bad habit but it's something I just can't help. But maybe for this one time, I can stop worrying and actually live my life without a second thought. But no matter how hard I try, there's always something holding me back from doing so.

"You're right," I responded. "I wonder if Luke's told the boys yet."

Luke Hemmings P.O.V

I think I've always felt something for Charlie. I never could really tell though if it was more a sisterly love or the romantic type. I don't have a sister but I'm pretty sure I wouldn't kiss my sister the way I kissed Charlie and feel what I felt so I'm going with the second one.

I called the boys over for an emergency bro meeting, this was not something I could put in the group chat.

"Alright so I'm assuming you all know why you're here," I began as I stood in front of the couch.

"Not really,"

"Calum you're so stupid he's about to tell us who the girl is!"

"Ohh, right."

"Why couldn't you just text us? We have the BroChat for a reason."

"If you would all shut the fuck up then I can tell you why I couldn't say it on text," I smiled, my eyes shifting to each of my friends.

"Now as all of you know. I, Luke Hemmings finally has a girl in his life that he is not talking to for the only reason of nailing her. And today after school was when I finally found out who she was, Charlie."