I lied. I had to redeem myself and write a vivid chapter. I am also trying a new format. Bear with me.
-2braidz
I woke up to the bright yellow sun. It is a beautiful day. The bright bkue sky and the fluffy white clouds similar looking to mash potatoes.
It's a routine I have now. I lifted my head and let out a yawn. Then my hands found their way to my abdomen and I rubbed my tummy.
Honestly, I am still in awe that I am pregnant. I am nineteen years old and pregnant. Luckily, I only have a few more classes and then I'm done with college.
I finally got up and took a shower. I need to wash my hair. It looks like the tazmanian devil ripped through my hair.
I always find myself staring at my growing stomach. It just seems like this isn't real. Almost like this is some sick nightmare that eventually I'll wake up from.
I don't have a car, so I still walk every where I go. I guess it's great exercise for myself and the baby. I went to 'Mommy and Me' maternity store.
I have to start buying maternity clothes and baby things. I looked around and I saw many women with their boyfriends or husbands there to support them. Some of them had friends or mothers with them.
In a way, it bothered me. Here I am pregnant and the father of my baby is a criminal. Sounds stereotypical huh?
I just kept shopping. I saw a cute journal that was paisley print. It's a maternity journal. They divided into trimesters so you can record what happens.
I also saw a name book. It a simple looking book. Just white with baby blocks spelling out the title.
I bought the journal and name book for now. I'm going to take mom with me next time. She'll know what to get.
I walked back home just to sit and think. Right now I am under a lot of stress. Between being a young single parent, school, my rapist visiting me yesterday, and just day to day life, I am just tired.
I have truly been stretched physically and emotionally. Honestly, my therapist thinks I have PTS (post traumatic stress). It may be. More and more I think it is.
I don't want to stress because it can cause harm to my baby. I just need to sit back and relax for now.
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