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Chapter 16: secrets to keep to yourself

This chapter is a little graphic. If you can not handle it, feel free to skip it.
-2braidz

Shana

Sori's baby shower was awesome. Ford and Sori got everything that needed on their wish list. The babies are due in 3 weeks. Shea and I cleaned up the venue of the baby shower. It was 8:07 pm and getting dark outside. It was still bright though since it's summer.

"Na, you want a ride home?" Shea asked.
" No it's fine. I can ride the bus." I replied.
"Are you sure? I can take you. It's no big deal hon." Shea said.
"I'm fine. Go on. I know Johnna's waiting on you if you know what I mean" I said with a smirk.

Johnna and Shea got back together. (Yes...Shea is bisexual.)

Shea finally agreed and drove home. I made sure everything was locked up and started my walk. I got there and there was a man who looked about 27 years old. He was nice looking. I greeted him to be polite.

We sat in silence. The bus wasn't coming for another 1 and 1/2. We still had time. The man scooted closer to me. I gave him a small smile. He kept scooting and scooting closer to me. By now, I'm uncomfortable. I decided to stand and not sit on the bench.

He stood up as well. I have a really bad gut feeling. I start to walk away until I'm pulled back. The man's beautiful eyes were replaced by evil wicked ones. I tried to fight him off of me ,but he pulled out a knife.

"You better not scream, little bitch." He whispered the harsh words in my ear.
He dragged me by arm until we came to the ghetto. All I saw were some drug addicts, prostitutes, and drug dealers. No one paid us any attention.

He brought me to an apartment building and we climbed the stairs. When we got inside, he put me on the bed.

"Don't you dare scream or I will kill you. He turned on the light and I could finally see his face. He looked similar to the actor Michael Ealy except his eyes were black.

He got on top of me and he was preparing to do his evilness. I just kept thinking I'm not going without a fight. I pushed him off me and ran to the door trying to unlock it. He came behind me and yanked my hair and pulled me back to the bed.

He started to pull down his pants. I kicked him in the balls and ran again. He caught up with me again. He brought me back to the bed and duct taped my mouth shut. He tied me to the bed with zip ties.

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Through the entire act, I cried silent tears. I kept thinking why me? Although, I wouldn't wish this on anybody. I wouldn't even wish this on the people I dislike or the people who dislike me.

I kept thinking of the song Safe and Sound by Taylor Swift. I just lay there and take it.

He finally stopped. He kissed my cheek. The man told me I was awesome. He told me to put on my clothes. He dropped me back at the bus stop.

The bus would be here in eight minutes. The bus pulled up and I got on. I was the only one on the bus. The bus dropped me at the stop close to my house. I walked the couple of blocks home and jumped in the shower.

As the hot water rained down on me, I cried. I cried so emotionally, it almost sounded like I was laughing. I sunk down into the bathtub and continue to bawl. I really didn't bathe. I just let the water hit my back.

My mother had to work a late shift again. She'll be home in a few hours. I guess I will tell her. Maybe not.

As of right now, this is a secret I must keep to myself.

Author time

Should Shana tell?

If so who should she tell?