Constellation

61

warning: this part contains topic about suicide.

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"Why did you kill yourself?"

"I-I don't know.
It's just that my life
became an everyday
struggle to survive.
I was so happy then suddenly
I woke up one day and
realized everything
was already out of reach.
I did my part, I swear I did.
Until I became empty
and...grab the blade."

"Oh, is that so?"

"Yeah. How about you?
What made you write a
line across your wrist?"

"You know, there was
this person whom
I admired so much.
She was my role model.
Her willpower was a firework
painting my dark sky
yet like a firework also that
eventually fades.
She taught me about life
and even death."

"And?"

"That's it."

"Huh? But that did not
answer my question."

"You didn't get it.
What I was trying to say is that
she taught me how to live
and sadly....how to die.
You see? You killed me."