Author's note. I've gone through a lot lately. People. People have been disturbing me. But I don't blame them for being like that. (Extra Simple Language)
People.
I don't understand people. I think it's impossible for me to.
Some people who are a part of my life, I just cannot understand them. The ones I like, when they suffer... I don't understand what is to be done. They may feel comfortable sharing their problems with someone else.
That's okay I guess. Anyways I am too weak. Even if I understand the situation, I might not offer much of a good reply.
My opinions may not be much of help.
But, listening to someone's problems is still better then them just keeping it with themselves.
If they don't share... things can happen.
For more of a one sided friendship,I feel why did I have to be so kind? Why couldn't I just be a bitch with no feelings and let things pass. Life would be much easier. That's what you feel when someone does not share their problems with you. By that 'someone' I mean a friend. Let it be any friend. To be honest, this is actually very fucked up. In a situation like this you don't want to bother them because they may not feel comfortable. But at the same time you want them to share in the name of friendship. You are not sad. But you cannot live with this friendship, so you are not happy either. If it was in your nature to care, you would say to yourself,"It's hard to be caring. It's hard to be usual me."
Friendship is really a complicated bond. It's either too simple or simply complicated. I spend time before going to bed thinking about them. Their problems. May spend hours sometimes.
In past people may have betrayals. Traitors of friendship.
But they need to realize, there are other people in the world. People who care for real. No matter how much people repel their friends, someone will still stay. You cannot repel everyone.
Just cause someone didn't care about you in past, doesn't mean there won't be people to care about you in future.
Maybe yes it's pointless if someone cares about someone who doesn't care about the care anymore. Yes, it's a mess. But if things happen, they happen for a reason. Always.
There will always be someone to care for you. Please, I beg you to not to ditch them. They care because they want to. You are a part of their life and they are a part of yours.
When friendship is complicated, it becomes a game of emotions for either of them. It's weird actually.
Either be a good friend or a bad one. Do not be in between, that will fuck your mind the worst.
Life gives you much more than sadness. Once you understand, never giving up and never even being sad again, it's a quality then. Everyone can aquire it. Just have a way of life. Refuse sympathy. Refuse yourself from being sad. Let only good things happen. Have a cap on anger. Think thrice before starting an argument/fight.
Being a part is a big thing. You realize it only when you are no longer one.
Someone is always there for you.
Someone right in front of you. Someone very obvious.
Remember to be there for someone too.
