misinterpreted; jg

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Olivia's POV

My eyes open to the sound of beeping and everyone looking at me worriedly. I furrow my eyebrows at them. I look down at my arm and see an IV inserted, I try to sit up but a throbbing pain in the back of my head stops me. 

"Don't sit up." Jack says from beside me. 

"What happened?" I ask groggily. 

"You had a pain in your stomach, which apparently was so painful that you fainted and hit the back of your head off the counter before I could catch you." Jack explains beside me. 

I close my eyes trying to remember but I don't. "I don't remember that happening. How long have I been out?" 

"About a day. They gave you some medicine that made you pass the fuck out." Sammy says. 

"Oh." I say. 

"I'll go get the doctor." Mia says getting up and walking out the door. 

The rest of us makes small chat until the doctor walks in with Mia behind a few minutes later. 

"How are you feeling Olivia?" The doctor asks. 

"Okay I guess, I don't really remember what happened." I say. 

He sighs, and I swallow the lump in my throat that formed. "The pain you had in your stomach was a miscarriage, I'm sorry Olivia, you lost the baby."

I look down at my lap, immediately sobbing. 

"Baby? What baby?" Nate asks. 

"My baby." I choke out, I look over to Jack and he looks at me, "our baby." 

"What?" Everyone basically yells, except for Jack. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. 

"fuck." Jack whispers. 

"I'm sorry" I say. 

"No, Olivia. You were pregnant with my baby and you never told me. It's Leigh all over again, I can't deal with this right now." He says getting up. 

"Jack don't go, please." I beg. 

"No, I need to think, alone." with that, he walks out. 

I burst into sobs once again, everyone comes over and hugs me. "I'm so sorry Liv." Stassie says. 

"It'll be okay, just give him some time. This is just as shocking for him as it is you." Johnson says. 

I smile at slightly. "He doesn't even want kids."

"What? Who the fuck doesn't want kids?" Sammy asks. 

I shrug, "Jack apparently. I asked him about it the other night."

"It'll be okay babe. Let him come to you when he's ready okay?" Stassie says, and I nod, looking back down at my lap again. 

"Could I have some time alone to think?" I ask. They all nod and exit the room, leaving me with my thoughts. 

I wonder if Jack would forgive me for not telling him. I mean he'll have to understand right? I hate that I keep hurting him. My heart aches at the thought. I can't believe I lost the baby. Tears start to flow out of my eyes, I try to stop it but I can't. I lost the thing I probably loved most. 

The doctor comes in and tells me I can leave today. I sign the discharge papers and head back to the vacation house.

Jack's POV

I storm out of the hospital, walking to the rental car and jumping in, slamming it shut. I sit there and think. How could she not fucking tell me that she was pregnant with my  baby. I've gotten 2 girls pregnant now, what a fuck up I am right? I know for a fact that I won't go back to the hard drugs, but getting absolutely wasted isn't bad right?