I woke up in my bed with the worst headache ever. My thigh and my cheek was hurting really badly too. I stretched out and sat myself on the edge of the bed. I laid my head in my hands, and that was when it hit me: everything that happened yesterday, the cutting and alcohol. The thoughts hit me one by one, and I couldn't think of something else. But when I thought back even further, I remember Michael too. Oh right Michael! He most have texted me by now. I slept with my clothes on, so I reached down in my pocket for my phone. The light from the phone almost blinded me and I had to squints my eyes to be able to look at the screen. To my surprise I had 4 new messages.
Unknown: "Hey, it's Michael, :)" Stood it on the first message. I looked at the number and noticed that all the messages came from the same number. I simply saved it as 'Michael!' and decided that when I get to know him, I would change his name to something better. I continued to open his texts.
Michael!: "Hello? Did you even get my message?"
Michael!: "Is this even your number? :/"
Michael!: "I guess you didn't like to talk to me after all then.."
I felt so bad now. I liked talking to him. I liked hearing his voice. If he's mad with me now, I don't know what to do. I've only known him for a day.. Not even that, I've known him for less than a day and I've already messed up. Oh god, everything's my fault.. If I would've taken Sophie with me when I went out, she wouldn't have gone to mom and made up those lies.
Michael thinks I hate him already, or maybe he's the one who hates me. There's only one way to find out, and I hope he answers me now.
Me: " Michael, I'm truly sorry for not replying sooner! When I got home yesterday I laid my phone on my desk and went downstairs. I ate something and then I watched a movie and fell asleep in the couch.. I didn't mean to ignore you, I loved talking to you and I hope you're not mad with me :("
I pressed send and I really hoped Michael would answer me. I may have lied in the text, but what was I suppose to say, 'Oh hey Michael, I didn't reply because my stepdad was cutting my leg and poured alcohol on it, sorry, hope your not mad with me'?.. No, I actually think lying to him is the best right now.
I laid my phone in the bed as I slowly stood up, I could feel the pain going through my body once my foot touched the floor. I slightly groaned because of the pain and made my way towards the mirror slowly. I could see my open wounds too well, and I was red on my entire thigh. Not red from the blood, but red because I was sore there. I was also swollen all over the place. I moved my eyes from the thighs to my cheek and saw the my left cheek was really red and a little bit swollen. Not as much as my thigh, but it was still noticeable.
I couldn't do much about my cheek, but I had to look for bandage for my leg. I grabbed my phone, and went to my door. I put my ear against the wooden door and was trying to listen after sounds from someone else. I waited in a few seconds, but I heard nothing.
I carefully opened the door, and made my ways to the bathroom we had upstairs and slowly opened the door in case someone was in there.
For every step I made, I hissed quietly. My leg still hurt like crazy and every step I made was like a step on a lego piece. And if you have every stepped on a piece of a lego, I feel so bad for you. It's the worse thing ever to step on.
I looked around the room for some medical stuff, and found a locker with an "+", which symbolizes that medical stuff was inside. I opened the cabinet door and found a lot of medicine, pills, cough syrup and a bunch of other things, but no bandage.. Or wait.. I removed a bottle of something and found 2 bandages. I took one of them and when I saw the headache pills, I took one of those too.
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Almost Gone. || Michael Clifford
FanfictionMelodie Leach. Depressed. Self-harmer. Suicidal. Everyone hates her, at least what she thinks. One night it went too far and she thought about ending her life once for all. Everyone at school heard about it and now she's even more bullied than befor...
