How can you be jealous of what you cannot have?
May your feelings try and try to grasp
Things that are not there.
Illusions of shadows and lies.
Only to spread the malware in my thoughts
To corrupt the virus, making it stronger.
To obscure whatever hope of escape I have.
How dare my thoughts seem unreal?
To break me in painful imagery
To kill me in unknown insanity
This is wrong
All so wrong
For I feel sick
But only of myself.
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