Don't Believe.

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Don't believe me
When I say "I'm alright"

Don't believe me
When I say "I want to be alone"

These are my biggest lies
The ones that hurt, combined

Though I truly want to be alone
I know my thoughts, they fill with sorrow

Don't believe me when I say "its ok"
Inside regret eats at me, like prey

Don't believe me when I say
"Go right ahead"

For I want the best for others,
Yet I alone, am killing myself

Don't believe me when I say "I'm cold"
Because the shell may be bold, but inside I suffer

Believe me when I say
"I don't want to feel anymore"

All there is, suffering
Pain, solace...alone

Believe me when I say
"I'm tired of so many things"

Emotions for instance
Keep them away. Such distance

Don't believe what I say
As I can't believe in myself.

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