Don't believe me
When I say "I'm alright"Don't believe me
When I say "I want to be alone"These are my biggest lies
The ones that hurt, combinedThough I truly want to be alone
I know my thoughts, they fill with sorrowDon't believe me when I say "its ok"
Inside regret eats at me, like preyDon't believe me when I say
"Go right ahead"For I want the best for others,
Yet I alone, am killing myselfDon't believe me when I say "I'm cold"
Because the shell may be bold, but inside I sufferBelieve me when I say
"I don't want to feel anymore"All there is, suffering
Pain, solace...aloneBelieve me when I say
"I'm tired of so many things"Emotions for instance
Keep them away. Such distanceDon't believe what I say
As I can't believe in myself.
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