My Lil Story Of Life And Depression: Poems Of The Lost And Wounded

Hope Fallen

You lose all hope
Inside, stop the cope

All goes after you
All wants to hurt you

Secrets are meant to be kept
Or pain will fill your thoughts

Unashamed, that's how I should be,
But broken, here I lay.

Nothing happens, everything, reasons
Too coincidental, I think not, events in life

Confusing, yes I see
But I can blame no other, only me

To be strong, that I never was
Hidden under the smile, lays sorrow... thoughts

Felt, dealt, repelled
Emotions, joy, pain.

I bleed
As I am human

But inside
There's a tiny soul

Everything pressures
Scraping last lights away

Dying
Not in company, but alone.

As sorrow takes my soul
And tears destroy goals

I fall and lose hope
Rise reborn, unlike before

Alive and warm, to
Cold and sore.

Hope is a fake belief
One that, if you believe

Will destroy you more than anything should.
Once it is all lost.