Le Randomness In A Bottle

Expectations...

I'm going into the final grade of my school in a month...

And they expect those children to be respectful, perfect, clean-speaking, speech-making people.

Well, I hate to break it to you,

BUT I'M NONE OF THOSE THINGS.

I am no respectful - I hate authority with a passion.

No way am I perfect A student. - I don't give a f*ck.

Clean-speaking? - I learned to cuss from my father and the internet.

Speeches - You may not realize this, but I can not speak in front of crowds. Only when I know nobody is watching am I actually myself.

Yeah.

I'm a f*cking Tsundere.

Who hates a lot of the stuff I'm forced to do.

I prefer sitting in my room in front of a computer blasting music in my ears then anything society has to offer me.

Society can go die in a fire for all I care.

Society won't ever except me for me, and I'm sick of pretending to be something I'm not.

They're just going to have to f*cking deal with my ego weather they like it or not.

My anger issues, meh. I can't control myself, so I rely on my best friend.

Without her, I would have a much worse reputation then I do now.

And let me tell you, it isn't considered "good".

I don't like rules.

Why?

Because they block you.

I hate being forced to do things.

I turn into a Norway, Romano and Denmark love-child during school.

Yeah.

I make scenes to show my distress.

Tantrums.

I hate doing it... Makes me look stupid.

And if not that, I curse under my breath in English or another language.

On my good days, I shut the f*ck up and keep my mouth shut, my face empty.

Thus, why I can't make society's expectations.

I needed to share that.

Even if you shy away afterwards.

I don't blame you.

F*CK SOCIETY.