Trapped || Matt Espinosa & Nash Grier

Chapter Nineteen

Matthew walked in the room behind me."Baby,what happened.""My father is an asshole too."He laughed a little so did I.I leaned back

on the bed."I wasn't expecting that."He said and began to chuckle."Stop laughing Matthew!"I said hitting him in the chest

laughing as well."Oh god!...Ehem...sorry,sorry!"I smiled at him.Then I crawled up to the pillow to lay down.Matt crawled up

there to hover over me.He dropped himself down on top of me."Matthew!Ouch my boobs!"He laughed again."I appreciate your

position in staying strong and being happy in this...but your going to have to get your ass up!If I can't sleep you can't sleep.It's not even

dark."He lifted his head off of my shoulder,kissed me on the lips and lifted himself off of me."Matt where you going."He didn't answer and

ran to the other side of the bed lifting me up."Matthew!Stop."I said squirming as he tried to force me out of the door.I grabbed onto the

hinges."Nope,Were going back out there and were going to have fun!"I laughed."Let me take a nap."He flipped me over

straddling me to his back."MATT!"I screamed."Nope! Don't be lazy!"He laughed throwing me on the couch.I got up

and ran but he caught me by the waist and picked me up upside down.I laughed uncontrollably."Matthew Lee Espinosa!Put me

down!"He put me on the couch and pinned me down with his knees."Get off,Matt!"I said."Are you going to run?"He grabbed

both of my wrist."No,can I get up now?"He lifted himself off and I tried to run again but ended up in the same position I

was."Thought you said you weren't going to run."He said."No okay,now Im not.""Promise?"He said. "Promise!" He

smiled."He got off of me and I stood up."Matt,your going to bug me like this all day,aren't you!""Yeah but it's only because

I...care!""Your cute!"I said."But I ain't doing that all day!...Where is everybody?""Upstairs in Hayes room playing

Wii."He said.I began to head there."No stay down here with me."He said."What would we do down here,babe?"He smiled."Oh I

don't know."I sat down on the couch."Cuddle maybe?"I said."Little more than that."He crawled over me. "A little more than that

huh?"I said wrapping my arms around his neck. "Wait,"I laughed at the thought."Not on the couch!""Shush."Then he

kissed me and slid his hand under my shirt while I wrapped my legs around his waist.His hand slowly crept down."What ya'll doing up

in here!"Carter said walking out the bathroom."Man,I forgot he was in there."Matthew sat up."Ya'll were finna do the nasty on

Nash's couch.Very kinky indeed!" "Well thanks,we don't need your comments!""Yeah okay whatever.Come upstairs

were playing Mario Cart...three players!"Matthew walked upstairs with Carter.Damn you, Carter.I was sort of

missing something after that.An unquenchable feeling.It was definitely lust.I walked upstairs,my legs began to throb.Oh

God.Walking up the stairs all I could think about was what could of happened.I walked in the room to see Cameron,Hayes and Nash going at

it on Mario Cart. "Bro,Chill!"Cameron said to Hayes as in the game Peach bumped into Daisy's cart."Why are ya'll playing

girls in the game though?"Carter said laughing. "That's how we do up in here!"I died laughing.Bowser knocked

both of them off the track."We don't love these hoes!"Nash said."You guys are so freaking immature..."I said laughing at them.I still

had that feeling it crawled up to my stomach.Nash won that one."Megan...come help me...make burritos!"Nash said grabbing my arm

forcing me to go with him."Im trying really..."Nash said."What?""I swear this isn't going to work...Im

going to break."He said. "Nash,listen,please...There's nothing I can do but help solve a lost answer.""Can I just say that my feelings for

you have only risen over breaking point now...The connection is fading isn't it."He said.I didn't like how it felt to hear him say

that."No there still here!"He groaned."Your lying.""Im not!""Prove it."Then I kissed him the last time we'd kissed was before I was dating Matt

and it felt rebellious...it felt good to finally feel rebellious.I pulled his face more aggressively into mine.I slowly pulled away

wanting a little more than what I got."We should...um...head upstairs."He said."Wow..."I thought.I was really missing

something there. We played some more.I felt guilty of some sort and I wasn't able to look at Nash.Then everyone ate dinner,except

for me.I didn't really feel hungry.It's hard to eat when your not focused.I sat on the couch watching television alone until I fell asleep.In

the middle of the night I felt my weight get lifted up and onto someone's shoulder...Matthew's shoulder.I was placed on the

bed and covers pulled over me.Me must have not wanted me to sleep on the couch.That night I really didn't dream.I feel like I was

being weighed down heavily in my mental mind.It was really,REALLY hard to have just one all happy day.There was always something

bringing me down.