Trapped || Matt Espinosa & Nash Grier

Chapter Twenty-Four //Mature Content//

The day consisted of talking with Matt the whole entire day,just realizing how decent conversations go when you were nearly dead a

day before.One more day...just one more in the bullshit of a place.Matt had got up and laid next to me.We had been on our

phones doing simply nothing but surfing on social media sites.I put my phone down for the first time in ages."I told you...this area is

depressing...I know everybody in this section of the hospital attempted suicide and it's sad.It sucks the life out of you."He

nodded again."Do you regret it?"He asked turning his phone off as well."I see that I don't want to necessarily end up here again...if that's

what your saying.The highlight of my day was you being here."He smiled."I don't know about all that...there is a lot going on

and the boys are catching a flight out here tomorrow.If you want I'll pick you up from here okay?"I nodded.Then laughs turned

to sleepily talking as night fell,then he left to get sleep.I was here by myself sleepy,but was too afraid to go to sleep.I got on my

phone to check my notifications,a grip of people mentioned me on twitter with a video of me and Matt.I decided I would go to

it.Just then the door creaked slightly,it wasn't Matt he had left a while ago and he wouldn't come back...wasting my gas in my

car."Who is it?"I said sitting up,looking at nothing in the dark room."It's me,Im here."I lost my little fear that was building up inside.I

could tell by the deep voice and the light southern drawl that it was Nash.Any girl that heard his voice as much as I did knows that it was

Nash.He sat down in the dark as I got up to turn on the light in the room.Every feature on his face visible now."What are you doing

here at two in the morning,Nash?"I said yawning.I stretched my arms and stared at him...his face expression was a little

off,he wasn't happy."I needed to talk to you.Yes,it's about us."I sat down to listen.Fumbling with my hair that was out of my

messy bun I had put up.I was all ears as he began to talk."I...um,I have this feeling that Im putting you under a lot of

pressure,Meg."He took a long pause,then he grabbed my hand."Im not a person for triangles. Nor am I a selfish guy,Im not going to

be like,'I want to be with you more than he does!'Because I know Matthew likes you just as much as I do.Trust me."I gripped his hand a bit

tighter."I almost lost you...I almost lost you.That was a huge thing for me...I didn't realize I would react the way I did because I didn't know...

Now I do."I squeezed a little harder not knowing where he was going but I didn't want him to continue.I felt my eyes fill slowly with

worry."Megan,I am in love with you.I am,I really am." A tear fell from my eye before I noticed I was crying.I wasn't sad. Really,I

wasn't."And I think that this close to death experience taught me something...When you set something you love free it

might come back,but just not for you."he said standing.I felt uncomfortable as he did,I felt as if he were going to

leave."I want you to be with Matt and not worry about me anymore,okay?"I nodded slowly."I love you,I don't want to see you go away

forever,just for a little while.I want you to stay happy and alert and alive...even if it's not with me."He let go of my hand

and began to walk off again."I just came here to let you know Im okay with it now."Nash turned off opening the door."So your quitting,huh?"I said