Chapter Twenty

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I had a storage unit and a good idea was that I should really get my furniture and put it in there.I was up and I had placed on a Hollister

hoodie with grey Champion shorts and pink and grey Air Max's. Matthew was coming to help...obviously Nash couldn't he had a doctor's

appointment to converse from cast to splints he would be able to take off manually.The weeks went by like crazy.I was

contemplating on if I was a burden or not.Nash said it was okay that I was there and if I went back home I'd be dead.I believed him.I had

asked Nash father's permission to use his pick up truck and drove to my house.I felt like the day was going to be awful.I arrived

and opened the door I heard a TV upstairs.I decided to walk into my room first.Nothing had changed. Matt had his arm around my

waist. Guiding himself the whole time behind me.Justin walked into my room."Your back to get your stuff, huh."He said leaning

against the door staring at me and Matt."Shut up!"I said."Here let me help.It's good riddance anyways.You just can't tell the truth for a

second!Can you?"He said tusking at me nearly a smirk on his face."Shut up,asshole before I finish what I started the last time I was

here!"Matt said immediately moving me out of the way and walking into my brother's personal space."Now,hey I'm trying

to help my dear sister."I sighed loud enough for both to hear. "You guys stop being jackasses for like two minutes.Matt please I need

help... behave."He slowly backed away. "What do I move first."He gritted out of his teeth.I motioned for my nightstand.We moved it

downstairs to the car and came back up to grab my couch.I struggled lifting it."Justin, help me."I called to him.It was the first time I

had asked for his help. This thing must have weighed about 200 lbs.I was embarrassed at the aid of Justin.I walked down to the pick up truck.I

had to move my dresser down.Justin had picked up the bottom and I picked it up at the sides walking down the hall with it it abruptly

went up and smacked me dead in the eye forcing me to put it down on Justin's feet."OW!AH!"We both said to each other.Justin

recovered quickly."Whoops."He said sarcastically.I threw myself on the floor at the pain of my eye.I ran to my old

bathroom.I had a wide,long cut that was beginning to bleed on my eye lid.I quickly got alcohol and placed a paper towel on it.I winced at

the pain nearly screaming."Why can't you control your burning pleasure to hit me so dad can't see huh?!?Why would

you do this!?!?"I screamed.Matthew ran up the stairs. He grabbed my wrist holding my eye staring at it."That's going to swell

up bad.Go down stairs,get some ice."I walked downstairs to hear yelling then loud commotion."Justin!

Matthew!"I screamed running up the stairs and into Matt walking down.His lip was bleeding.I continued to walked up to Justin on

the floor covering his eye as well.I walked back down to Matthew angry."Babe what happened?!?"He bit his lip.I grabbed his arm and walked

outside when he refused to answer.The blood flow was very heavy on my eye lid. Matthew drove to the house in silence.I looked at him

through my left eye.He had no expression.We arrived.Immediately Nash got up when he saw my blood filled napkin and

Matt's now purple scar on his lip."What the hell?!?"He rushes to me immediately.He lifted my hand off my napkin."You

need like stitches...that's really deep!"I nodded."What happened?Justin?"Me and Matt both nodded. "This kid

just doesn't stop!Yo!You want me to take you to the hospital and I call up some friends to get your stuff and I'll drive you to the

hospital...Matt you can go back right?"He nodded again."How'd you get hit you fought him?""Not really,I asked him did he do that to

her and he said'Yah I did what are you going to do about it.'So I pushed him and he smacked me good in the lip,"He motioned

punching hands."so,I smacked him dead in the eye and said if he ever touch her I'd be sure to retaliate."He finished the little

story."Really...Matt is this a game to you?You enjoy bragging about this? Your full of yourself!My god!"I said. "Does this look like a

game?You think I like this?This isn't fun!!I MEAN LOOK AT WHAT HE'S DOING!!! DON'T YOU DARE DEPRIVE

YOURSELF OF THAT!"Nash stared at us."Im going to wait in the car."Nash had felt uncomfortable."MATTHEW

WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST TELL ME??YOU LIKE THIS??" "NO MEGAN I DON'T IM NOT A VIOLENT PERSON!!""WELL WHY

ARE YOU BRAGGING ABOUT IT?!?" "NO ONE'S BRAGGING ABOUT YOUR BULLSHIT LIFE AND THE BULLSHIT YOU DRAG ME

THROUGH AS WELL,MEGAN!IT IS NOT ABOUT YOU ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!!!!"He was right.It wasn't...I realized

that."THEN WHY DO YOU PUT UP WITH IT MATTHEW HUH?!?!WHY?!?" "BECAUSE I PROMISED YOU I

WOULD!!""STOP YELLING AT ME!!!"I began to cry."IM NOT-Ugh!!! Look I put up with this 'bullshit' because...to be honest with

you.I am in love with you...This time we have is limited and I had to say it...this wasn't the best time...I love you."I cried

even harder,a guilty feeling hit me.It wasn't the arguing...this wasn't supposed to happen I needed more time...I

NEEDED MORE TIME.I was angry because I needed more time... Nash...I promised him we would figure out our answer...I

didn't and I promised him.I needed more time.I felt myself stuck in a tight space.He didn't say it,nope."Megan..."I heard

Matt say when I wouldn't focus my eyes on him."Matt..."I couldn't,not yet...I NEEDED MORE TIME.But no,I weakened

and my mouth opened before my mind could process it and my heart spoke before my mouth could.Tears fell from my

open eye. "...I love you,too."I said quietly,weakly,and faintly,but he heard it...and I did...and I did.

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