childhood friend | jeon jungkook

thirty three.

You looked up from your phone as you could feel your body abruptly bump into someone else's. You gulped as you looked at the person facing you, it was Jungkook, after experiencing the event the other day, it was impossible for you to look at him without heating up.

"H-hey Jungkook, bye Jungkook." You hurriedly say as you turned away from him and rushed out of there, just to bump into another person as you were far. You looked up to see Jinyoung, you calmed down as he gave you a warm smile.

"Are you alright?" He asked as he noticed the way your cheeks were tinted in a reddish color. "C-can I tell you something?" You asked, looking at his eyes, you weren't going to say this to anyone, not even F/n but there was just something about Jinyoung that makes him look like he'll help you with the situation.

He nodded as he looked at you with seriousness, you lead him to the canteen, where there was almost not a lot of people since they were out in the hallways.

You sat him down across you, "So what's it about?" He asked. "Okay so remember the day I told you I was feeling some weird shit?" You asked.

"Don't curse but yeah, I do remember." He said, you sighed. "Well the feeling won't stop recently and I want it to die down since I don't wanna be awkward with Jungkook, like he's my friend, I'm weird I know but I still don't understand nothing." You say, breathlessly.

Jinyoung's heart felt heavy. So it's Jungkook? Of course, how stupid can I get? Of course she'll fall for that guy. He thought sadly.

"Remember what I said right? Let the feeling be natural, it's not your fault if you even feel awkward around that guy, just let the feeling-" He paused.

He gulped, as much as he wants to say to stop that feeling for Jungkook and just fall for him instead, the guy that was in front of you because you needed him? He didn't, because he knew he could never force you to love him.

"J-just let the feeling do what ever it desires, because you can't control what you feel, can you?" You stayed silent as you absorbed his words. You gently smiled at him, "Thanks Jinyoung-ah, maybe I actually even know what I'm feeling right now but since I can't fully believe in it, I refuse to accept it." You said.

"Thanks, I don't even know what I'll be doing if I don't receive your words." You smiled, genuinely feeling grateful.

Thanks for always understanding Jinyoung-ah, thanks for always being there. You thought.

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My heart is hurting for Jinyoung 💔 he chooses your happiness than his own :')