Love & Complications (Completed)

🌹Chapter 31🌹

Malaysia

I had just locked the doors for Decked out & Co, when I felt a pair of hands grip my waist and a stubbly chin graze my neck with warm kisses. His goatee tickled the hell out of me until I couldn't take it anymore. "Hey baby" I said turning around to see my boo. " Hey gorgeous, I missed you" he said giving me a passionate kiss. "I missed you too, as much I love to kiss all over you I'm starvinggg. I skipped lunch to finish up some new designs and complete paperwork." I said as we walked to the car. "Ohh well will I get a preview of these new designs mi'lady ?" He said opening the car door me. "Yes my lord you may have that and more" I said doing a curtsey before I hopped inside. To be so fine I never took him to be the Game of Thrones type. Since we've been dating for almost a month, we like to have lil private parties where we watch the show together and talk about hypothetical plots they might add. "So what do you have a taste for" he asked as he drove onto the highway. I wanted to say you daddy, but I honestly haven't had Italian food in a minute. "Olive Garden, I need some of their bread and pasta in my life" I said gasping dramatically. "It shall be done mi'lady" he said laughing. Ever since we met, we've spent damn near every waking moment with each other. I was diggin him and I could definitely tell he was diggin me but I feel like we still don't know enough about he each other. Once our food came , only the sounds of forks scraping plates could be heard. "So what did you do today bae?" I said trying to initiate conversation. " Not much just ran a few errands for my grandma" he said not making eye contact. " Oh ok how is she doing? " "She's doing better she's out the hospital now, so I go and Check on her when I can" he said eating his food. The awkward silence fell upon us once again. "I'm not tryna come off as a bitch or anything cuz you know I'm really feelin you, but I wanna know more about you we always talk about me and not enough about you" I said with a sigh. "I didn't know you felt this way babe, you should have something earlier. I guess I'm just so used to hiding everything from women & its been years since my last relationship failed so I'm still adjusting to having a girlfriend and someone that I can trust." He said grabbing my hand with a light smile. "I understand its been hard for me to trust people over the years too" I said  feeling a wave of guilt rush over me. "Hey whatever it is you can tell me, and whatever I'm feeling I'm gonna tell you, I promise" he said looking deep into my soul thru my eyes. "Its just.... 6 months ago before I got here my  mama's boyfriend tried to rape me and my mama didn't believe me so she kicked me out on the street. I haven't been able to trust anybody since, you're the first man I've been with in a whole year. Your turn" I looked away trying to hold back anger and tears. "Babe I'm so sorry that you had to even experience that, its not your fault either. Some niggas just don't have any common sense. I would NEVER hurt you or let anyone else harm you in any kind of way. They gone have to see about me for' I let that happen. & I haven't been completely honest either about my life." He said lowering his voice. My eyes widened in shock, cuz I knew this nigga was too good to be true. "Can I trust you with my deepest darkest secrets Malaysia? "Yes of course baby" I said getting the check from the server. Slick paid the bill and we went outside to get in the car. He pulled onto 285 and lit up a blunt before he started to speak. " So what did you have to tell me?" I said as a million thoughts swirled thru my brain. He sat quiet for another minute. " I told you I had a job but I never told you what it was, I'm a private contractor meaning I take hits out on people" he said not looking at me. I sat there shocked unable to say anything.

      Kasey

Aside from all this baby drama, me and Shawn were off to a good start. We hadn't been dating for long but all the waiting was worth it. I can tell he's still fucked up about his brother and his ex-bitch, but I been making sure he stays sober and on his meds. I still haven't met his family yet cuz something is always popping up, but he promised me he would let me meet everybody soon when the time is right. Shawn is kinda crazy, but hell I'm crazy too and I think I'm already falling for his ass just after 4 months. Is that too soon? I guess I should ride the wave until I'm ready to tell him that I'm pregnant too. That's why I wanna meet his family as soon as possible, so the first time I'm meeting them I'm not bulging with a baby in my belly. But maybe he'll be excited ,maybe he'll say its not his. Shit he better not cuz I will fucking cut his ass up. I'm from zone 6 and we don't play that disowning shit over there, PERIOD ! "Baby what are you looking at?" Shawn shook me away from my thoughts. "I'm just thinking about stuff that's all" I said nonchalantly. "Well like what? Tell me" he questioned. "Just thinking about when I get to finally meet your family, they seem like nice people. You know I never really had that growing up" I said rolling my eyes, knowing what he was about to say next. " Ahh babe, I already promised you when the time is right I'll let..." "I'm pregnant Shawn" I said looking dead at him. "You're what???" He said quietly. "You heard me" I said wiping tears from my eyes before they could fall. He came and sat by me on the bed. He started to rub my back and massage my shoulders. "How long have you known?" "Well I missed my period last month but that's all I know" I said thru hushed sniffles. "So that's why you been so anxious about meeting my family" he said out loud. "Yes Shawn that's why" I said crying harder now. "Baby please don't cry, we gone figure this shit out. You know I love you and I'm gone be by your side no matter what. Imma schedule something with my fam this weekend I promise" he said kissing my neck. "You... You love me?" I said in disbelief. "Of course I love yo beautiful ass, you been riding for me ever since we met and I been doing the same. Even before we met you was coming to all my games before I got suspended & you're supportive as hell, I haven't had that in years. I can tell you really down for me just like I'm down for you" he said giving me a long lingering kiss. "Of course bae, I was just scared of what you might say or how you might feel about the situation" I said feeling guilty deep down inside. I rubbed the side of his face while I French kissed him. I felt my phone buzz in my pocket but I ignored it just to keep kissing him. The shit kept vibrating "Damn who is that" he said with irritation in his voice. "Its my Auntie let me take this call "I said lying so I could leave the room  without him following me. I walked down the hallway to the den and looked around to make sure nobody was around to hear my conversation. "Bitch did we get him yet?" My friend Ranita said on the other line. "Nah not yet , but you know I really been thinking..." "Aww don't tell me you getting soft on me cuz you know you STILL OWE ME BITCH. Don't act like I ain't help you get rid of that last body when you fucked up" I can't stand this fucking bitch, I asked her for one little favor last year and she think I still owe her but that's okay I got something for her greedy ass. "You know I already paid you back for that bullshit" " Hoe you ain't gone ever be able to pay me back for a favor like that, I want my 50 grand this weekend and that's the last time Imma tell yo dumb ass" I know this bitch ain't talking to me like that she out her monkey ass mind frfr. " I just need some more fucking time got damn" I said hanging up relieved to have that stank breath bitch outta my ear. Me and Ranita used to be friends back in high school until she started scamming niggas out they money. I ain't gone lie we was doing it together  for a while. We would meet the niggas on the block tell em to meet us at the hotel. When they got there we acted like we was gone fuck and waited for our team to run in there and rob them niggas, then kill them. A dead mf tells no tales in my book. We was eating good for years, until we upgraded to the VIP section in celebrity owned joints. We been living lavish ever since , but Ranita done let that money and that rock take over her life. I want out tho, I'm not fucking with that shit no more now that I got somebody that actually gives a fuck about me. I have a child to think about I can't be on no dumb shit anymore.