Sura's POV
Kim Namjoon I thought to myself....Kim Namjoon Kim Namjoon Kim Namjoon....I was talking so much to you that night yet you seemed to be in your own world...but if we took just a few steps back wasn't this all our world at one point? Didn't you find my dimple endearing...my voice sweet to hear...my shyness which suddenly turned into strength alarming? I remember laughing whenever you told me so for in my heart I knew I never believed such things. But I just have one question...
what happened?
Sura
"Sura..." Namjoon said waving his hand in front of the girl intensely staring at her empty plate, fork stabbing at an invisible piece of meat that hadn't been there for the past fifteen minutes.
Namjoon laughed as he waved his hand in front of her beautiful eyes once again.
"Huh?" she said startling back to reality.
He pointed at her empty plate as he still smiled
"Oh" she said slightly "Woops"
Namjoon could feel that the whole date was off...that he was ruining it all and he began to panic. His breathing began to continue unevenly as a panic attack was imminent.
He reached around for something to hold onto as he could hear Sura beginnign to talk again.
He didn't want to ruin anything so he managed to smile at her while she was talking though his palms sweat furiously beneath the table. He felt like he was losing control of himself when he exhaled a big breath.
Sura's eyes widened.
"Wait here" she said as she bolted from the table. Sura cursed at herself for not having all of Namjoon's emergency supplies near her. She had stupidly placed it all behind the countertop of her Aunt's restaurant; the one they had been dining in this whole time.
She quickly rushed back to Namjoon as soon as she got her purse.
"Here" she said knowing the scent of lavender calmed Namjoon's anxiety.
"Deep breaths" she told him as he held onto her hand tightly.
"You'll be okay" her voice was calming to his ears. His heart rate returning back to normal.
He dropped his head feeling ashamed that he had ruined a perfect moment once again.
He hadn't thought about Y/n once but he felt that at this point this was so much worse....his second chance blown before he even had a chance to understand.
"I'll leave now" he said softly, unable to look Sura in the eyes
A small hand, smaller than his...one that fit perfectly when interlocked with his fingers reached for him
He looked back at the woman who was still smiling slightly despite how badly he had ruined it all.
His eyebrow rose in confusion. She shook her head as she pulled him back down to sit next to her.
"We can't figure us out if little things like this stop us" Sura said gently before meeting his eyes.
"Let's try again....maybe from the beginning?....." she reached her hand out
"I'm Sura and you are...?"
"Incredibly lucky to have you..."Namjoon finished, tears brimming in his eyes.
Sura's heart was beating out of her chest as she leaned closer to Namjoon.
But as soon as he saw her coming closer he swore at himself as he wished something would ruin the moment.
"Here's the desert menu!" Sura's aunt exclaimed making the both of them jump.
"Ah thank you" Namjoon said bowing slightly from within his seat.
While Sura felt disappointed, Namjoon felt like he had let her down once again.
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Her | Kim Namjoon
Fanfiction"She deserved someone she loved and someone who loved her...someone who placed her above everything as if she was his diamond...the one who shone so brightly in his eyes he always wanted her to be just as happy as she made him...She was an angel...
